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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    I hate this time of year, especially this year. All bad memories come back to me as family and friends try to monopolize my life.
    Metalhead
    I really wanted some time to myself this week, but people in my life are completely denying me any of that, and that angers me.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Ouch. Why do so many people try to micromanage you? Are u too nice to them?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I assume most people think I have an intellectual disability, so they try to steer me around since they assume I am too stupid to take control of my own life. I hate most people. I am rapidly becoming a misanthrope.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That reminds me of K-Flays song- I hate everybody---which l listen to because l feel like that too on bad days. I hate people who try to manipulate.
    Metalhead
    I feel subhuman. Like the scum of the earth. Maybe I should start a band and ride with this feeling, but I already am too old to join the 27 club, so that would be pointless.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    You should seriously start a band. Do you play any instruments? It's a lot of fun
    H
    Human Avatar
    You should who cares how old you are
    Metalhead
    I feel like making super spicy chicken soft tacos for lunch today. Unleash my inner masochist. Breathe fire.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I can't get enough Jalapeño ranch dressing, l put it on tacos, coleslaw. I need to buy the Korean red chili powder, l like the heat.
    Metalhead
    I feel the need to buy some beer. But it is late and the weather outside sucks, so comfort trumps breaking my sobriety tonight.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    @Metalhead
    Beer on a hot day with tacos. I am sticking to caffeine drinks and seltzer that has a little flavor like grapefruit. But l bought two pkgs of Mexican hot chocolate. It's hard circular chocolate, that you break up, then mix. It has cinnamon also.
    Shamar
    Shamar
    Congratulations on maintaining sobriety. It looks to be slowly getting easier for you. I remember a time when you would feel the need and nothing would stop you. I came across something today you might find interesting. You are not an alcoholic. You actually suffer from Chronic Ethanol Abuse Syndrome. Or at least did.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    My hat is off too you. What a great way to finish up the year. Sadly, liquor isn't good our bodies, so you will be youthful gamer giving up this
    Metalhead
    I wanted some alone time on my week off to play my games, but my friends have been denying me any alone time because they are worried about me.
    Metalhead
    My sponsor is hounding me to downgrade my Internet service since I have a gigabit connection with unlimited data and he disapproves of that.
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    tree
    tree
    I was thinking he was probably not familiar enough with anime to
    know there is wide variety.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    Dang, remind me to never get a sponsor :D
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You are a grown adult holding a responsible job, at what point did this idiot think you can't make responsible choices???? I hate people who micromanage me. You gave up liquor, (congrats on that :)). That leaves money for great internet service.
    Metalhead
    I just watched Evil Dead Trap. It was tasteless and offensive. Oh, and I see they made a sequel. Anybody want to guess what I am watching next?
    Metalhead
    Listening to NWA’s song about the police right now. One of the greatest protest anthems of all time.
    tkcartoonist
    tkcartoonist
    German band Sodom also had a song by that title. There's also the infamous Body Count song that pretty much got eliminated from its album's rereleases.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    I like that Body Count song with a similar message
    Metalhead
    Grey and pouring down rain outside right now. It is profoundly depressing having to take the bus in this weather.
    tree
    tree
    Because of the color? Because you get wet?
    The scene as described sounds very cinematic/atmospheric.
    Judge
    Judge
    You're in Seattle, right? ;)


    I did my time in Edmonds....three years. And a few in Oak Harbor.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I'm near Seattle, yes.
    Metalhead
    I have a week of gaming planned between Dec 26 and Jan 2. Paid time off will be time well spent doing what I love the most.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Excellent. Let us know if you watch any new movies, and if you liked them. Happy holidays also.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    What are you looking forward to playing the most? I'm kind of planning the same!
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I plan on playing a lot of SMT III Nocturne.
    Metalhead
    I am craving Jager shots and bad bar food, with dim lights and loud bar music. I'm too old to want something like this. Not to mention, too alcoholic.
    Outdated
    Outdated
    Just a curious question about giving up the drink - is it saving you money?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Oh dear. Nostalgia, and just checking out of our dreary existence. December is a highly charged month because we had to endure horrible relatives.
    Metalhead
    My sibling just spent $15,000 on a lemon used car which she was told was in "Excellent Condition" but is in anything but, and the dealer is telling her the car was sold to her "as is" and takes no responsibility. I want to read Death of a Salesman suddenly.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Oh dear. You said you get along with her, l believe. Sadly, woman really get taken to the cleaners with purchasing and repairs of cars.
    Outdated
    Outdated
    Don't you have laws about this in the US? Here a private seller is allowed to sell a car "as is" but a registered car dealer is not. If the car they sell doesn't pass inspection then they lose their registration.
    Metalhead
    I just watched Pulp Fiction in 4K. One of the greatest movies of all time and it never looked better than it does now.
    Metalhead
    Anybody else here love sinking their teeth into a great JRPG?
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    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    I specially enjoy the tactical/strategy/turn based ones. I have great memories of FFVII
    Misery
    Misery
    @BrokenBoy Sweet Home I'm actually familiar with. I'd love to see more things like that one. What a wild combination of genres, even with adventure/point-n-click gameplay thrown in (just without the actual mouse, hah). Also has one of the very few gory scenes on an old Nintendo system. Never seen anything else like it.
    Jordy
    Jordy
    Never enjoyed those.
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