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Tony Ramirez

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  • Women make me feel like a worthless piece of garbage.
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    thejuice
    Yeah they can do that to you!
    tree
    tree
    It's what you're telling yourself that gives you that feeling.
    You're reacting to what you say to yourself about them.
    T
    thejuice
    Ostracisers of all kinds, get on your knees, beg and squeal for our forgiveness!! We are merciful @Tony Ramirez 😂😂😂
    How can 2024 start out so positive fall apart by me losing friends a textationship, groups, old church and yoga. Trying a new got more envy and ostracism which caused anger than higher education.
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    thejuice
    if the drugs arent working give the doc a call
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Me too if I can ever get the funds and so called friends to go with both unlikely.
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    Steelbookcollector217
    hearing of other men on facebook groups disclose similiar cases or stories to Tony, just further made me upset, sometimes i wish i could remove that info from my memory
    Getting Medicaid was the only thing that went right this year.
    tree
    tree
    Both those things will eventually come to pass.
    No need wasting time wishing.

    How's the search for a therapist going?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Nothing
    tree
    tree
    'nothing'?
    Are you still expecting other people to do it for you?
    Why is making true friends that don't end up ostracizing me in the end is so difficult for me?
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    thejuice
    Well a greeter who doesn't greet should be fired. I would argue she is excluding you on the basis of her prejudice to autism. She is an Ableist. Exclusion is bullying plain and simple, no matter when they claim innocence. Its the weapon of the weak, passive aggression. They cannot back up their hostility so they avoid any confrontation whatsoever)
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    @thejuice ⭐ I agree in a certain new church I am trying which I won't mention the name even though I want to so bad. I would give you a winner but the likes are still broken.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    My sleep has improved because I am only back on Seroquel. It hasn't helped much with my anger or depression because women won't stop ostracizing me in social places where leaders of the groups say to talk to "everyone".
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    Steelbookcollector217
    yeah, i still sometimes get angry that i was born male, and i get more pissed off whenever people say get a sex change, because people who get sex changes, still retain elements of the gender they were naturally born
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    That does not count your chromosomes are always still male. There was an fictional episode of Henry danger it was funny actually where Henry walked into a machine was actually transformed into a teenage girl. That's the only way it could happen.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Everything chromosomes private parts and all has to be changed meaning that you can even get pregnant. Using a special transformation machine I did it in fictional Henry Danger.
    People that ostracize you, ostracize there snobbish asses back.
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    thejuice
    Ice them out!
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I want to but now they now cause me physical pain. I think that is why my mother is more of a controlled freak and really hates them even more uses really nasty female dog and manure don't stink sugar coded I cleaned up language.
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    thejuice
    Lol yeah 😁☝️I agree with her tbh
    I freaking hate Park Slope with all these damn snobs I wish they would all go to hell they ostracized my ass all the damn time.
    I knew it was to good to be true. My life still sucks. The past few days were all a facade.
    tree
    tree
    This is the pattern I have seen.
    You are irritated and depressed most of the time, then there
    will be a brief 2 or 3 day break where you're neutral to positive.
    Then, crash. Back to irritated depression.
    Another toxic dump is purged from my daily visits before it was turning me into an antisocial narcissist.
    Black and white thinking nearly ruined the day again. After service I felt ostracized again then approached a women from game night who I thought ignored me. We had a 20 minute conversation. I felt better.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Then I was greeted with yellow and then goodbyes even by her when I left.
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    thejuice
    20 minutes gg!
    I'm at church now. I have a headache my body hurts and I feel like I am actually going to pass out. Yes I was greeted but now I am ignored ostracized. My body physically hurts.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Except now with all the ostracized everywhere I am actually getting headaches and feeling physically sick.
    tree
    tree
    You wish you knew how to be part of the group.
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    thejuice
    Yes it's so painful I'd leave gatherings, eventually opting not to go altogether.
    Every time I try to sit and watch one of the original Star Wars trilogy movie at the café damn platonic friends and couples keep coming in then I get depressed, and I have to put on 80's breakup songs, sad lo-fi or ambient music then eventually get the hell out of there. I try to watch it at home, but then my PITA parents call and text me all the time, interrupting me.
    tree
    tree
    It sounds like you feel you have no control over your situation.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I don't that the problem no one understands. If it was not for my music subscriptions I listen outside on my phone and laptop when at the cafe I would crack up literally.
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    thejuice
    Could be worse could have been watching the new Star wars! 😁
    I am now getting so many headaches from being ostracized by women I feel like passing out and yes I am at least getting over 9 hours of sleep thanks to Seroquel.

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    thejuice
    It's plausibly deniable psychological warfare. Definitely underestimated as a form of abuse, because it's difficult to pin down passive aggressive types, when you complain its usually met with feigned ignorance. Or they can gaslight you, telling you to stop being so sensitive and a 'nice guy'. Its your attitude, your dubious predatory intentions, this or that or your fault in some other victim blaming way!
    I know recording and taking pictures of women without their consent is wrong but the way new women treated me like I had the plaque this week it did not matter how attractive dresses or otherwise I did not care to even save their voice or image being treated like chop liver garbage all week.
    Loren
    Loren
    Have you thought of changing your mindset? Stopping yourself from thinking about things you are disconcerted with, and instead, putting your focus into helping people/being of service in some capacity, of which could consume your thoughts in a positive manner? This could provide relief from your miseries. It has worked for many people who were once stuck in a difficult place, unhappy with life and themselves...
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Tried that still treated like yesterday garbage by non married women.
    tree
    tree
    What ways have you been helpful to people?
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