As bad as my depression is (not to mention chronic), idk if it's Aloe looking out for me or God, but I had no idea there was a really strong resin ball hiding in my pipe! (Yes I know I'm a "junkie" for getting high, it just works 
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Boredom has now become depression. Having to do without a game console or a power cord for my computer, having to constantly pass my phone to Maddog so he can play Poker or slots, stuck with nothing to do but write or draw on notebook paper... I've been doing this since the end of Christmas and every time it looks like it's going to stop being that way, I'm ALWAYS wrong.
Aloe brought me a gift this morning! I looked in my chest of drawers, and in the top drawer I spotted a little 2-inch long preroll... I didn't know if it was a blunt or a cigarillo, so I broke it open... IT'S DELTA!! I was even thinking last night how I wanted to get a nice high going sooo bad (family was arguing), and I even brought Aloe in here as a psi construct... I guess she wanted to surprise me
Alright, well, my fighting have been parents with other each, and result sleep as a, I haven't any gotten, so I'm down lay to going.
That tears it; at daylight, I'm going on YouTube and looking for a subliminals combo to reality shift to Minecraft, and I'm taking my happy ass to the Far Lands. Any fellow reality shifters wanna Follow me? I know some cool builds!
Ohhhhh This is SO COOL!! Poyo! Ah, I mean.... uh... Huh, I forgot what I was gonna say.
SOMEBODY CALL GOOGLE AND TELL THEM TO STOP SCARING THE BLEEP OUT OF ME WITH HOAXES ABOUT NUCLEAR WAR
I CAN'T TAKING FRICK IT
So, I've gotten really good at Minecraft... and I've found it to be soooooo therapeautic!! Could do without the Creepers that keep SNEAKING BEHIND MY BASE THOUGH
This day was so bad that it drove me to convert from Christianity to not even Buddhism, just a straight up belief in reincarnation.
When your legs don't work like they used to before... well, mine don't because I have sciatica. But I got to meet a girl tonight
H-Hypno... I-I was practicing psi, thinking about Sophia's Pokémon game.... I think I manifested a Hypno. She's friendly... it's just--wait, she?!
My buddy Stick got me a really nice strain of delta 8 today! I feel like I'm full of magick! (Don't worry, I'm trained )
Doing better! Had some d8 yesterday and it was just what I needed. Enjoying Savage Worlds roleplay on my phone with One Page Solo Engine.
Playing Old School RuneScape on my phone. Random player in Lumbridge walked up to me, opened a trade window, AND JUST DROPS 194K GOLD INTO MY INVENTORY. Says "Enjoy my man
" and asks me to add him as a friend. It's the little things in life innit?
April Fools Day and I slept right through it. Just as planned.
Well look at that, once again text adventures have pulled me onto their bandwagon. Todo: >Frotz stuff
Went on Etsy and found a steal: $22.99 for a 50-count jar of Blazy Susan d8 pre-rolls. Trash pickup for hire!
Decided to let my mother manage my medications from now on.
I have given up enjoying luxurious items and appliances. If they're just going to be pawned for three months the very next day we get them back, what's the point of having a Steam library or any video games in my collection at all? Seems like it's just easier to forget I even had them to begin with.
WHY DID LOVE
PUT A GUN IN MY HAND
IN MY BED
IN MY HEAD
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