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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Once, I was lashed with a miscreants tongue,
    Twice, I bowed to a tyrants lungs
    Three times over did I pray to God
    Four times more I was herded with a prod
    Five be a count for the names been called
    Six be a number I was forced enthralled
    Seven sins deadly I was taught to look away
    Eight words spoken in the course of a day
    Nine, then ten, I was lashed once again
    Vengeance my drive, Reason I will send
    UberScout
    I CAN'T TRUST LIFE ANYMORE. AND IF I HAVE TO DO ANOTHER LOOP OF THIS YEAR AT THE BEGINNING OF 2023, I'LL BE BRUTALLY HONEST, I'D RATHER JUST KILL MYSELF! So, if I'm not online for more than a week after 2023 starts, you'll know what it means...
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    UberScout
    And yet, still my soul wishes to fight?
    Have I gone mad?
    Or have I simply taken on the same drive to survive as a wolf? Or a lion?
    Doesn't a mammal in the wilderness constantly prowl forward when their stomach is devoid of sustenance? If an animal can recognize that staying hungry for too long will lead them to an early grave, could not a human afflicted with the blessed curse of Autism do the same?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Maybe madness is not limited to throwing one's thoughts to the wind. Maybe there is a good side to madness, if it can lead us to stay alive.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    You're stronger than you think. You've got this, hell or high water :sunglasses:
    UberScout
    I am not looking forward to 2023 at all. In fact I am actually really, really dreading it. If I was completely unable to stay happy this whole year, not to mention the amount of random crap we had to deal with from other people, added to that things in my house randomly just ceasing to work or function, or just something else like any kind of bad news, I just... I DO NOT TRUST 2023 AT ALL. I DON'T TRUST LIFE ANYMORE
    S
    Slime_Punk
    Maybe 2023 is the year that you take control of your own happiness? That could be really powerful!
    UberScout
    I need a very, very, VERY long nap in my Betta friend's tail fin curls.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    Aloe must've visited me last night because I slept like 13 hours, lol
    UberScout
    UberScout
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    "I hope you didn't miss anything important. You looked so exhausted yesterday. I just thought you could use a break for a little bit (smile)"
    UberScout
    Contractors came without me expecting ANY amount of work to be done on the house today. They had to take our whole kitchen floor out because it wasn't level; dinner is pizza rolls tonight. Meanwhile.... I am never speaking of this day again. What it put me through fails earthly description.
    UberScout
    Woke up in a good mood for the first time, thanks to some extra w e e d, thanks mom! And yet, while drinking a Bang is a great way to get woken up, I am still pondering how many gigabytes of RAM I really have. Feels like more than 8. Does anyone else smell colors?
    UberScout
    Aloe: "Aooh... Poor Charles... He must still be grieving... Er... Oh goodness, he's not. Wait... What on Earth is this energy coming from him?"
    UberScout
    Other more mundane stuff. He just found out his *real* mother died earlier ago, and he's not taking it too well, it's hitting him pretty hard. But that's why I'm still here with my family. They need my help. And I know Aloe knows that and understands it.
    UberScout
    I'd ask you guys if you'd want to role-playing a tabletop rpg over the net with me (Cause I know I'm always talking about it :P ) but the only thing really holding me back from it is time; during the day I spend lots of my time helping around the house, mainly with Maddog; he's been getting a LOT better since That Time We Shall Never Speak Of AKA "The Really, Really Dark Ages" but I still have to help him with
    UberScout
    So I am now in a weirdly out-of-nowhere Star Wars phase; mum let me grab Knights of the Old Republic off the Play Store (only $9.99!) And on par with my role-playing urges, I decided to make a character for Star Wars RPG. Well, specifically Edge of the Galaxy, but it was the only PDF of the core rules I could find that didn't ask me to do a stupid survey first.
    UberScout
    Hi everyone! Don't worry I'm still alive, I've just been busy having THE MOST AWESOME SMALL CHRISTMAS EVER!! I only got a few things but uh... having a new phone and a Kirby plush and a NEW PHONE that isn't a piece a crap for once has GOT to be the best day of my life!! AND I had some of the BEST CHRISTMAS WEED!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Happy Holidays. This year seemed to be a better year for you.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Well... THIS part of the year maybe. Still not without chaotic energy around the house not but a day after Christmas, but I'm actually mostly healed of my psychotic depression (read: %96 healed, so still a ways to go.)
    UberScout
    Why is Cypress Hill's "Insane in The Brain" the only song I feel like I can actually not breakdance flawlessly on a DanceDance Revolution pad but finish said song with an SS Rank by doing so? Also why does it give me the urge to film a music video for it in Garry's Mod?
    UberScout
    I FOUND ANOTHER ONE OF MY DELTA 8 VAPE PENS! AND IT WAS HALFWAY FULL! I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBER IT NOT HAVING ANYTHING IN IT!! IT TURNS OUT THE BATTERY WAS JUST DEAD IT'S STILL CHARGING!! I know i'm overjoyed about getting high but when you're as severe a case of autism as I am you'll do ANYTHING to stop feeling like crap!
    Aspychata
    Deleted this number. It was weird. Some of the things said to me. Too strange. I haven't talked to this individual for about 20+ years. So the tangent they went off on was bizarre.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    And my tarot cards were RIGHT THERE the other day telling me "good friends" in the Present and a warning about evil people coming out of nowhere! Glad you're okay, chata!

    I noticed you and i have been talking a lot. I like that though! You're fun to chat with :P could it be possible the universe wants you and i to stay in touch? :D
    UberScout
    First thing i just open my eyes and Maddog and my mother are arguing over.... Get this.... Being allowed to use my sister's computer because it can run his Total War and Civilization games but mine can't... So i've spent the whole morning bringing it back and forth upstairs and downstairs. Kill me.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Geeze Louise. Parents.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Seems like these arguments last forever when they happen but damn if they don't blow over quick.
    UberScout
    Real Life Hidden Secret #2: Lengthy explanations to your fam not hitting right when you're catching your breath after a heavy chore? Try short, one-word-at-a-time phrases containing common wordplay understood by the family; eg. "My legs are wobbly from lifting" into "Heavy make legs break". Yeah, it's caveman-like, but you're listening to your body, not Language Arts class!
    UberScout
    Real Life Hidden Secrets #1: Journal getting too cramped with lengthy entries? If you don't have time to save your game the long way, write the date and next to that, a 0/10 rating of anxiety scale.
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