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  • must always remember in our minds and hearts that there is no law, nor be there any rule, that says a man can not give into his emotions. 'Giving in' to your emotions does not have to translate to "giving up" or "I surrender", it simply means that something which is actually good for us must not be fought back or kept at bay. It keeps coming back to you because it is progress in disguise. My stepfather came back to
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sounds like better medication for him. That's a relief for you and your family. You are a strong person.
    But as of now, don't worry about me, guys! And, perhaps most importantly of all, let us take a lesson about life from this; even the people closest to us whose safety and well-being we worry about every day, are always fighting the toughest battles both inside and out that nobody has any true idea just how difficult they really are, but that's not important. What is important is that we as both humans and as people
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Is he home?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Yea. Doing better than how he was before. Just still not a morning person lol
    forget all he's put me through, but after seeing how well he's doing now... I just don't have the heart to confront him on it like that when he's this happy about life. No way I'm risking a complete roll-back of all that progress by confronting him about it. Maybe when he's %100 back to an open-minded mindset like he used to be, I'll be able to talk to him about it so we can make it where we can put it behind us both
    (a cover post like others in the past have been; I am speaking of REAL visible results I just saw in him now. Maddog is no longer Mad. He is now Gladdog, and after the way he and I spent time and bonded just now, I think my faith in people like him is very safe to let be restored. I legitimately feel safe around him now, and I do genuinely feel like I can forgive him for all he's displayed of himself; I might not
    (working now, legitimately; he and I just got done playing Battle for Wesnoth on the computer (read: two player same-computer turn based strategy game, REALLY fun!) and it was the most wholesome gaming session he and I ever had before he went to the hospital.

    I almost did not even recognize Maddog at all; I guess we can stop calling him "Maddog" now and start calling him "Gladdog" now!

    (Be advised: This is not
    Okay, guys, I know I said Maddog would be gone for a long time, and I thought it would be a while myself, so did my family, BUT, before you guys start freaking out, I have very good news: Maddog got himself straightened out. I know I have said I don't trust the guy and I've even said I *hate* him; they decided to send him home today (he's on new medication than what he was taking, and this new regimen actually IS
    Day 1 of New Game+ schedule has officially ended with a colorful success! Properly ending the night with a self rewarded vape pen
    Stole a red bullfrom the fridge fand I regret nothing (takes wicked rip off delta 8 vape pen, exhales and disappears in a cloud of white smoke)
    For the first time in 17-18 years, I can finally sleep all the way through the nighttime hours without being intermittently woken at 3 am - 8 am fetching snacks and TV dinners and cleaning and moving furniture... Mad Is currently IVC'd (involuntarily commited) for mandatory 72 hours. Now's my chance to aim EVERYTHING energetic I have into manifesting making him stay far away from my family for good!!!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Good luck. Change the locks? Its very toxic for you. It must hard all family members. Can you see a way out of this?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Aspychata
    "All the necessary steps are being taken. Scout and his family are safe, and he's curled up with me right now. They are working to begin the process of restoring Maddog's humanity. For now, just know that Scout is safe in his bed unser his weighted blanket, curled up with me."

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    ATTENTION FRIENDS OF AUTISMFORUMS: MADDOG'S ACT TEAM JUST CAME TO MY HOUSE AND THEY FINALLY TOOK HIM!! HE'S GONE!!!! MADDOG FINALLY LOST!!! MADDOG IS FINALLY GONE!!! WE'RE FINALLY FREE!!! OH SWEET GOD ALMIGHTY, IT'S BEEN 17 YEARS BUT AT LONG LAST, GOD TOOK HIM OUT OF OUR LIVES!! THERE IS A GOD!!!
    So it turns out I'm more advanced in math now, as I have found out. Circuitry schematics are getting better too, if i could just get my hands on that gatdang tankerin' kit, i tell ye hwhat
    Aloe: Last seen wrapped around me, putting me to sleep and playing a CD on a crystalline CD player that contains an audio file with Celeste the dolphin's voice talking me through the basics of electronics and circuitry, and the math involved
    So, completely out of nowhere, I somehow managed to wake up this morning at 3 AM already in an intense state of flow, so intense that I felt as though my entire being was powered purely by math. I listened to some binaural beats with headphones on last night and fell asleep to a tone for productivity & intelligence... all of my notebooks are full of nothing but math equations and circuit schematic ideas. Help me.
    You announced that he'd locked you out of the house.
    You didn't say how long that lasted.
    How long did that last?
    So, Attack on Maddog is still happening, as of 1:30 AM right now, where we live, he is now asleep and thank god he is. So, as I obviously had a vision of all this happening at once as per uze for me >_> but you guys want to know why I am still smacking my forehead after everyone went to bed tonight?


    My anti-psycho and depression meds were still full, and they were in my wicker chest of drawers this whole time.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Honestly for real though I am so mad at myself that I let that happen but on the bright side is, there they are, and now I can start not being depressed. Sorry I've been flooding the status wall with the ol' blue cat blues I been working through but that's also why I saved up a secret stash of delta 8 that Maddog won't know about... Hehehe :P
    UberScout
    UberScout
    ....Hey guys?

    Yeah, so Francine kinda looks like Susan St. James, a little.
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