Guys... Don't freak out, everything's okay, I'm fine. But, today was a very critically challenging day, not for me this time but for Maddog believe it or not. He had to come down from a state of mind so mortally terrible in description that I'm not even going to say what happened here. But, there was a bright side tonight while I was working through the panic... I had my Kundalini Awakening tonight!!
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