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  • ...crap. I had another bipolar episode again. Things have been going crazy ever since Charles started readjusting. Obviously he's still having trouble.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Do you take meds? Are you taking them regularly? Do you have an emergency anxiety med for panic attacks? Have you eaten something with a lot of protein today? Shower? Enough Sleep? It's going to be okay.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Thank you for that seahorse drawing by the way.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Seahorse drawing?

    ....Oh, you mean Aloe?
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    "I see the resemblance, but I'm a dragon, not a seahorse. They're pretty though, aren't they?"
    I am so tired of BEING PUSHED AROUND BY THIS WORLD!!! My dad wrecked my mom's car coming back from the store!! Thank God the rest of us were in the hotel room when it happened and thank GOD we overslept, but now we have to spend MORE money getting it fixed!! I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY THERE IS ALWAYS BAD LUCK IN MY LIFE!!! I WANT IT TO STOP!!! I WANT TO HAVE FAITH IN LIFE AGAIN!!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I HAVE NO IDEA WHY MURPHY'S LAW DOMINATES MY LIFE, BUT IT IS CAUSING ME TO ABSOLUTELY LOATHE THIS PLANET THIS LIFE AND JUST EVERYTHING!! NOW I JUST CRAVE REVENGE FOR BEING A GOOD PERSON AND NOT BEING ABLE TO WIN AT LIFE!!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    And now I'm reaching the point where now if somebody decides to screw with me or interfere with my life before something good happens, I'll just kick them in their stomach as hard as I can and SUPLEX THEIR STUPID selves!! I am DONE screwing around, and I am NOT going to let this world control my life anymore!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I DARE the next person to try messing with my life!!
    So here we are, me and my family in our humble Honda, in the "final mission", as I would refer to it, and according to what my mother has been telling me. My stepdad is due to receive a generous back-pay when he comes back, our checks will hit soon, and my skills in charisma with generating extra money keep improving. In three more days, we will have beaten this homelessness thing we're doing...
    UberScout
    UberScout
    God be my Guide, my Teacher and my Protector, I WILL see us through this!!
    I have actually been horrendously stressed about my family's future as of late. We have 5 days as of now to come up with money to bond my stepdad out of jail (TL;DR police brutality, wrongfully arrested etc.) and to make money for a place to stay.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I'm not sure what the point of having faith in God is now because I'll pray to God and say "please let me be successful today, please Lord please help me and my family build up the money so we won't be in the car." I'm giving it all the time in the world and yet here we are just still struggling. No wonder I keep on becoming suicidal.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    CWC is every autistic person's version of "there, but for the grace of God, go I."
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    tree
    Chris-Chan.
    Haven't seen anything about him in years.
    oregano
    oregano
    Click if you dare:

    CWCki

    A full 1,400 articles on CWC.
    I had to spend the day thinking strategically, and in the vein of several learning experiences in part thinks to a new thingy I have, a bag of three d12 celestial energetic dice, with a guide pamphlet, and as it naturally happens for me I have already learned how to use them. However. Today's strain on me persuades me to offer a shrewd riddle to help explain it. Aloe can tell you more.
    It's October 17th, the air outside is freezing cold, asked around at gas stations for money this whole day and despite all my effort I still haven't gotten up enough money for my mother's phone bill. And we are STILL homeless. Have still heard absolutely nothing from HUD housing. Honestly at this point Im not even hoping for a house to live in anymore, if its taking this long then God doesnt want us to i guess.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    With the fall starting, someone might pay for keeping their yard raked.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    oregano
    oregano
    Obviously I'm missing key parts of the story here. @UberScout, are you in a city where temps get cold enough to be life threatening? Does your city have "warming centers" you and your family can get respite? Even a dormlike "congregate shelter" would be better than freezing to death.
    Latest from Oasis activity:

    Flan (a sea turtle with amethyst crystals on the shell): The King of Beggars? Er, well, that name sounds... Like it rings a bell.

    Aloe: Hehe, you'd be surprised what's in a name.

    Myself, psychically conjuring an energetic crown on my head: Hmmm, now who could that be...?

    (Beat; Flan is puzzled for a moment)

    Flan: .....Oh, that's you!
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    We visited my grandmother's grave the other day, and I just came back in the hotel room from outside, it looks like my grandma wanted to come bring me some good luck today! My mother and I found 7 spots on this ladybug, she took that as $70 coming to us?? Just goes to show God works in mysterious ways.
    Hi friends! We're starting to do better and so have I! As always Aloe is with me the whole way, my mother and I figured out a new way to manifest what we need each day, and now we have a hotel room among other necessities; I have been discovering new psychic stuff I can do recently, making me really positive... I see brightness in our future!!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That is good news. Just hoping an agency can get u into a home. You are staying positive, l know it's ifficult but l know your sister depends on you, and your mom needs you!!
    Lots of storms recently. Aloe hopes everyone is safe.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Just hope that your family and you are okay, and that you have strength for you and your sister.
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    HE CAME BACK TO ME!! We are at Goodwill right now and by SHEER LUCK I was walking by the clothes bin and he was just right there as if he was waiting for me!! After all this time and all we're going through, he found his way back to me!! Could it somehow be a sign from God?! (Remember; mysterious ways!)
    Praying that God sends me and my family to a house we can live in soon. Praying this vicious cycle, this loop we are in becomes broken soon and we can stop suffering. Praying that help comes to us soon.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry UberScout, u have been in a horrid cycle. l wish you had never lost your home. Try your best to be strong for your sister. You really are a remarkable young guy.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Aspychata Thanks. I really needed that. You're a cool peep 😄
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