It's a day early but what the heck. I'm feeling great today.
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It's a day early but what the heck. I'm feeling great today.
You know. This is going to be morbid, but thinking about it. There are plenty of times in my life where I, by all rights, should of been dead. But that also puts in perspective how strong my will is. My stepmother may of broke me in alot of ways. But my spirit couldn't be extinguished. It's the one thing she had no power over. I'm alive and there is nothing she can do about it.
I've been coming back to this song lately. It just feels like the epitome of how I feel, overcoming this psychological stuff.
Superbowl went better than expected. More so because of the fact that my Dad came over and it went well. Our neighbor also came over to visit too. I have alot to think about right now. Post later about it.
I have been thinking about something that I am not sure how to bring up in words. Maybe once the superbowl stuff dies down, I'll make a post on it.
Sonic Adventure nostalgia here. I think this is part of something I miss about gaming. Something that feels like a fading memory. Actual enjoyment in the gaming medium.
My mental state hasn't been the best the past two days. But I do feel I have a bit more control over how much it overwhelms my being. I definitely haven't behaved anywhere as bad as I use to.
I've got some things to think about for tomorrow. With Super Bowl coming up, my Uncle has a few things he wants lined up for food. Wings, Chilli and Egg Rolls will be the main things. So it will be busy day.
The morning has started in a odd way today. Waking up with a headache and with the feeling of one my nasal cavities being blocked up. Both have gone away now.
It's 2am. I am tired. Yet I do not sleep. Maybe if I stopped watching videos for 5 minutes, I may sleep.
I feel like it was my mistake to try and share an interest. I won't try again. Just stick to blogs and maybe profile posts for those things, I guess.
There is always talk of hope. Of good. But it's hard to believe, when all you see is negativity and pure evil.
But maybe that's the core of human nature. Evil. And the path to betterment is accquiring what we don't naturally have.
But if that were true, we'd walk the path of demons. Because no one would care to fix themselves.
I can't wait to have coffee when I wake up. It's just such a comfort, but it helps me wake up. Til then sleep time.
I haven't watched the show. But this is just... amazing.
Freezing rain sucks. Though I guess not needing to go outside is a plus. But I can't imagine driving in it is fun if you have to go somewhere.
Thank goodness it'll get warm enough to melt it. Doesn't change the wet rainy day it's going to be regardless.
This is a creation for one of my older characters. A rather motherly and friendly kitsune in human form. Her name is Vixen.
My general mood today in song form.
I always tend to feel some kind of resonance with Silent Hill 2 and 3 sound tracks, particularly. But this one hits me in a special way. It feels to define my general emotional state if being a majority of the time. Even the name of the song, in some way, describes the self-torment I put myself through.
My brain plays one of these two videogame songs when snow is on the ground.
This is another reason why I like The Nightmare path in Slay The Princess.
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