Had a meltdown at my Thursday group yesterday when they talked about there travel plans on plane to different locations while I been stuck in this hellhole for 4 years.
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Tony Ramirez
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I wasted 5 years of my life for nothing.
Will someone actually murder me. That will be the only way I can surly die from this cruel world where women hate me.
I really wish I decided to end my life like I originally planned in early January, thinking it would get better when I did for a few months. What a stupid joke that was on me.
Lets be brutally honest every damn women I been encouraging in my neighborhood and nearby all have boyfriends.
My swearing has fully come back and if it offends anyone they can go and grow a new backbone. Deal with it. My relationship life sucks, wasting 5 years for nothing and I still can't even get a female friend, the few are never interested in hanging out solo with me ever. The rest are men or married women will only hang solo.
I wish new men I don't know or I just meet would get the idea and stop befriended me and want to hang especially solo. I am not interested.
I am still having trouble sleeping after finding out I am a actual snob.
My mother wants me to trauma dump rumors, hate and lies on everyone I know until I have no friends left or community to go to just because she refuses to find me a therapist.
My uncle has a tumor and he is dying.
I can't believe I am now addicted to ice coffee and going to coffee shops.
Why do I keep doing this? Smiling at Roots today, just a more positive vibe, made the cashier smile more at me and talk briefly. Even the female clientele, some, smiled back briefly and did not even seem so cold.
I am at Dunkin' Donuts now, it really is a depressing dump, clientele and staff. I actually find coffee shops more uplifting. I was actually putting out a negative vibe at these barista's.
What's the saying when you see someone's life looks great, but it really is not? I tried to google the answer, but I got profane answers f word results with no actual answers, so I am asking here?
Had a good Friday.
Detoxing on social media is going to be tough but I am going to slowly try.
I'm going to try my hardest to clean up my language here and in person no matter how much seeing guy/girl friends and couples annoy me.
Per my friend Alice request I deleted all of my social media apps except YouTube since I use it for Mac videos and many other things will reset my watch history and YouTube music. I will be turning off all my tech devices per her request until morning just my phone for walking to yoga. Goodnight see you tomorrow.
I broke down and swear at life group tonight when it was my turn to ask what I was great full for which was nothing nice but bad things and luck. One women got offended. The other comfort. I don't care if I been tight for 2 years let them kick me out.
Should I write negative reviews to all the coffee shops that treated me like dirt that I visited this past weeks that gave me more PTSD or is that not right thing to do?
Dunkin Donuts hanging with free WiFi watching Garfield, Smith Street Deli takeout which I ate at home. Then a long over 2 hour air conditioned nap in my room and I feel much better. -
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