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KevinMao133

KevinMao133

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  • KevinMao133
    Anybody feel like they look ugly regardless

    I feel like I’m not slim enough, too fat, not enough muscles. Also I feel like my head is too small, too much hair
    KevinMao133
    I just got accused of stealing

    The so called manager disrespected me and treated me like a slave
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry @KevinMao133 . You aren't a klepto are you? No judgments . I am just asking.
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    No I’m not. I’m Asian and I got enough money to live

    We Asians don’t steal, we buy
    T
    thejuice
    ^ true
    KevinMao133
    It’s 4 am and I can’t sleep

    My anxiety worsens at night and there’s nothing I can do about it
    T
    thejuice
    I hate it too
    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    I get this too :-( It's awful. Sometimes it helps if I put something fairly quiet on the TV that is just enough to keep my mind mildly occupied but doesn't require too much concentration. Something I've seen 100s of times. Silence doesn't work for me.
    KevinMao133
    You know what I love about being autistic?

    We are different, our experiences might be different but we support each other

    I feel like I’m a part of a family. No judgements, people are nicer, people are better and everything is simpler
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    It is like a miracle to me that i can speak my mind here. Because i always hid in the past and had no one to talk to even online
    Misty Avich
    Misty Avich
    I speak my mind here and it offends people and then they ignore me. But if I get offended by something, people just get annoyed and demand I put them on ignore.
    T
    thejuice
    No one should tell anyone to put them on ignore @Misty Avich
    KevinMao133
    Do you ever feel limited by all the stereotypes and labels given by society?

    I want to to express my opinions, how I really feel but I also don’t, to protect my image as well as reputation

    I feel like every single one of us is a brand. What we say and can’t say are being controlled by whatever we see
    KevinMao133
    More than ever, I’m proud of my culture as well as what it brings

    Culture made me who I am and will guide me to future success, whichever direction I want to head to next

    Being Chinese, I’m happy that more and more people are recognizing as well as respecting our culture
    jsilver256
    jsilver256
    我说一点中文。 我爱你的国家。

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    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    谢谢你的热爱

    Much appreciated my friend



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    KevinMao133
    They say I’m selfish, they say I’m narcissistic

    Just because I don’t respond doesn’t mean I don’t care

    They never loved me and wonder why I don’t love them back. Love is mutual you know
    KevinMao133
    Having a healthy tooth does wonders

    I finally feel like a normal person, instead of feeling like a patient all week

    I can eat normal foods, live a normal life and be happy about my choices

    It’s great
    KevinMao133
    It’s 3 am and I don’t care about sleeping

    I have to sleep since the big day is tomorrow, the filling procedure

    I know it’s impacting my health but I can’t help it
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    @Rodafina not bad, better than expected

    Got my root canal tooth filled. This was a small hole

    Also got another tooth done as my dentist detected cavity

    Might get a full x ray done, to see if there’s any more cavities I need to fill
    KevinMao133
    Visiting the dentist on Friday

    There’s an additional tooth that needs to be filled, as there’s cavity around

    Feeling extremely nervous, scared in fact. I hope I manage to stay alive, we will see
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You got this. But l hate dentists.
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    thanks man

    Kind of nervous about the whole procedure but I will talk to the dentist
    KevinMao133
    I want to commit suicide

    This is no point anymore
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    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    @Aspychata not great but better

    I’m dealing with tooth issues, cavities issues to be exact

    It was painful. Took some meds, seeing if it will get better
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Mouth pain, that's bad. I get that. Take care of yourself!
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    It’s mainly cavity. No pain, doesn’t affect eating but it’s an annoying problem to have

    Very minor cavity. Very fixable
    KevinMao133
    No one wants to deal with health problems but here I am

    My left tooth hurts. Dentist appointment is on Friday, definitely need to check it out
    KevinMao133
    I just realized: I’m far from ok

    I just don’t think about certain things, doesn’t mean I’m ok with it
    KevinMao133
    It’s hard to eat good food when you can only afford McDonald’s

    I can’t afford healthy food anymore. I don’t want to live in Toronto anymore
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    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Absolutely those are high

    Shoplifting has increased dramatically since Covid and I don’t blame them
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Shoplifting in US is horrendous. Walmart closed down a couple stores just due to theft. Target is putting items in locked cages. Home Depot is starting the same. Try looking at protein powders, you get up to 18-20 grams of pure protein, (whey, pea) for about two dollars a serving. Mix into water, coffee, seltzer, yogurt. There is flavored protein powders, and plain powders, (no flavor).
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Will look into that. Thanks
    KevinMao133
    Do not laugh at anyone

    They say I'm from a third world country. They forget my family got 10 total properties, two mansions worth 15 mil and multiple luxury cars, including one Benz, one BMW, one Lexus

    My family is richer than a lot of people in so called first world countries. Who is the real clown in this situation?

    Keep the same energy, for everyone, rich or poor, regardless what ethnicity they are
    KevinMao133
    Understanding what’s at stake helps you understand where’s your place

    Look, many people like me, are waiting for a fair trial. I been fighting for my whole life for justice.

    Quit demonizing people who aren’t demons to begin with
    KevinMao133
    As a minority in a system designated for the majority, I’m destined to fail

    The moment I was born, they told me I stood no chance, wrote me off

    It’s like putting you in a supermax, you already know your fate
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