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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Metal health will drive you mad! 47 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    Any deity out there, please give me the strength to purge my brain and heart of false beliefs force fed to me by my blood throughout my life.
    Metalhead
    Being a drunken moron is not who I am. Escaping through a bottle is not who I am. Eating junk food and being a slob is not who I am. Damn my family for telling me I am who I am not. I can make my own healthy path without them.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    I think you're going to like the sober and healthy path a lot more, and even feel better in the process!
    Jonn
    Jonn
    Self-esteem really is the key to a better life.
    Being kind to yourself is important.
    Metalhead
    I wish I had a complete aversion to alcohol. I wish I did not love that poison.
    Jonn
    Jonn
    Get a blood test and have a look at the health of your liver.
    It puts you in overdrive in doing the right thing if you have a fatty one.
    A great incentive to turn your life habits around.
    Metalhead
    One week sober as of today. I did an Instacart order for delivery later today, and I did my best to ignore the ads for beer and gin that they were pushing on me, seeing as I have ordered both of those things on Instacart in the past.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Staring temptation in the face and emerging victorious. Keep it up. Every small victory is one to celebrate.
    Metalhead
    Four days sober once again. I hate how Instacart is currently trying to push me to buy more alcoholic beverages from Fred Meyer.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry, l wish l could be more supportive for you.
    scleod
    scleod
    It is a battle. Try clearing your cookies. And if it's on your phone you could also disable the audio permission on google and instacart 🤷‍♀️ just a thought might help. Keep the fight. I'm in a 4 day Tramadol kick and was an addict for 10 years. The fight is hard but keep going. ❤️
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    The addictions we must stare down every day (like alcohol) might be the toughest ones. Don't rely on willpower... find tools to help you make sobriety last.
    Metalhead
    I wish quitting alcohol did not come with as many side effects, and I wish I was not so stupid as to put myself through them all over again.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Remember that cold turkey quitting alcohol can be dangerous if you were drinking enough. Unlike some other drugs, alcohol withdrawals can be actually dangerous. You probably know this, but please don't hesitate to seek medical advice here.

    Have you ever considered inpatient addiction treatment?
    Metalhead
    I want to hide from the world and fast for a few months, then return to the world being thinner after hibernation all winter.
    scleod
    scleod
    Feeling the same way right now the journey is hard.
    Metalhead
    I broke my alcohol sobriety a month ago, and now I am getting back on the wagon. I feel spiritually weak.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I wish for you to find your strength. It is there, just waiting to be slowly uncovered so it can shine again.
    Metalhead
    I wish I could be ok with my own discomforts while knowing others have it much worse.
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    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    You and I both know that your mother doesn't have any power over you unless you allow it.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    When my cousin stole $2000 worth of games from me, she lied to my uncle and told him my cousin was too much of a good boy to do anything like that. He got away with that because of my mother’s lies.
    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    This is all in the past. Stop looking behind you because you're not going that way.
    Metalhead
    I wish I had a large gauge cigar. And a bourbon on the rocks. And time today to enjoy those things.
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    tree
    tree
    @Metalhead
    Most likely.

    Wanna hear the one about caffeine?
    The girls at the sleep over running upstairs to tell my mother
    they thought I was dying?

    It was nothing that severe, but a spectacular case of hives....
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Damn, @tree you have me beat. I mean no disrespect. I wish your life were better.
    tree
    tree
    Thanks.

    My body gives me many helpful reminders of what not to do.
    Metalhead
    I feel blue, blue like the Navi
    Because every food that I love hates my body
    Pity me, pity me, I deserve your sadness
    Compared to me, everyone is full of gladness

    OK, that was the best sad song I could come up with in 30 seconds.
    Metalhead
    I wish gerd pain would go away permanently right now. I wake up with it most mornings these days.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I am going to write a sad country ballad - Every Food I Love Hates My Body, Especially the Beer
    Judge
    Judge
    That's a tune I know as well. No fun saying good bye to so many foods we loved. :(
    the_tortoise
    the_tortoise
    if it is really really bad, doctors can prescribe a few different medicines for GERD ....because if it is really really bad it can lead to bleeding ulcers and other bad things...
    Metalhead
    Just saw Avatar 2 in the theater in 3D. I missed it the first time around. It sure looks better like that than in 2D on my TV.
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    I thought the storyline was pretty amateurish. There were too many things that seemed arbitrary and added as surprises without background. It was not internally consistent with the original.
    Metalhead
    Did weight training this morning. I feel the burn in my arms, shoulders, biceps, triceps and core abs. I ate a high protein low carb lunch afterwards.
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    Judge
    Judge
    Nope-nope-nope. Watch your protein...especially with red meat. A major no-no for anyone suffering from gout.
    oregano
    oregano
    Oh yeah, I forgot that @Metalhead has gout, now I remember him mentioning it in the past. Maybe non-protein weighted nutrition drinks like Ensure or Glucerna?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    l serve my guy delicious meals with green pea powder mixed in, potato salad, mac-cheese, faux crab macaroni salad Hawaii style. l mix in chocolate protein in his grits in the morning. l figure out how to mix protein powder into everything. lol
    Because a heavy red meat diet doesn't do him any good.
    Metalhead
    Stomach feels upset. Not sure why. I have been eating a lot healthier the last couple of weeks.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Great to read this. I am taking pea protein powder, and have been ordering stuff that helps blood, etc., based on what my med spa recommended. It's a journey.
    Tired
    Tired
    drink some probiotics from time to time
    Metalhead
    The pharmacy filled my Zepbound prescription even though Medicare denied to cover it. I can't afford $570 a month for it.
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