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KevinMao133

KevinMao133

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  • KevinMao133
    Still don’t understand why asian women love white guys and what’s the fascination

    That being said, I’m not even mad, since I’m not interested in pursuing relationships, at least romantic relationships

    Can’t get mad at things you have no control over
    KevinMao133
    Do I like women, do I not like them

    This is the question I need to ask myself and only I can answer

    I might be secretly gay, but it’s weird because I’m not into men either
    AuroraBorealis
    AuroraBorealis
    Because of the last sentence - are you aware of asexuality? You don't have to be attracted to men or women. It's also possible that you're attracted to neither.
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    Even the Bible says that some are asexual.
    "But I say to the unmarried and to the widows: It is good for them if they remain [unmarried] even as I am;
    but if they cannot exercise self-control, let them marry. For it is better to marry than to burn with passion." -Apostle Paul, 1 Corinthians 7:8-9 NKJV
    KevinMao133
    I’m tired

    Tired of having to explain myself all the time. Tired of having to sacrifice myself. Tired of being a scapegoat of everything
    KevinMao133
    I still don’t like my father and wish he can vanish

    I feel like forgiving him is impossible. I’m willing to forgive myself but also a reach
    KevinMao133
    I just made a big mistake, by mistaking someone as a scammer when they aren’t

    They are asking me for money, which automatically rings a bell, as it’s a huge red flag for me

    Still, I don’t think I’m wrong on this one
    KevinMao133
    A documentary I wish I can unwatch but needed to watch: the downfall of Diddy. Free on Tubi.TV

    It’s very educational, so watch according to your own discretion

    That being said, if you are not in a good enough state, don’t watch it. Also don’t watch it at midnight
    KevinMao133
    Just had a panic attack now

    Considering I’m attend an event in a few hours, I am a little nervous

    With no expectations, I will go and I will enjoy myself
    KevinMao133
    My schedule goes like this:

    Morning: impossible to work, unproductive

    After an afternoon nap, I begin to work. Mostly I’m productive but however it depends

    I get going at night and I sleep at 3
    KevinMao133
    It takes forever for me to calm down and let go

    Just when I’m recovering, things again got worse

    I’m screwed
    KevinMao133
    Living with others has ruined my mindset

    I need to regain independence, as well as a month to recover

    It’s like being an addict. Life is different when you are normal
    KevinMao133
    I just realized something: I have an attitude problem

    Because I’m a no nonsense guy and I don’t tolerate disrespect, I often find it hard to get along with others
    KevinMao133
    Shopping addiction is a problem few talk about but it’s not an issue we can ignore

    I try to stay grounded but sometimes it’s hard
    Tired
    Tired
    I have a slight shopping addiction for specifically food, because I'm scared of famine, so I understand you. I have tons of food at home, yet I still go out and buy more, while instead I need to save money.
    KevinMao133
    I saw a video yesterday

    I’m still traumatized

    It’s gross. I wish I can remove that video from my brain
    Misty Avich
    Misty Avich
    A bit like me with the Cannibal Holocaust movie. Those poor animals. *cry*
    KevinMao133
    I’m not a morning person, never will be

    Don’t expect me to be efficient before 3 or 4 in the afternoon
    KevinMao133
    Anyone dislike the good old days logic?

    I don’t remember the past, nor do I care to remember

    Do society got issues? Yeah but I’m good and my family’s good, that’s all that matters
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    It depends on who you ask. But I personally have looked at it as complacency in times those people refuse to let go of. The rose tinted glasses of nostalgia has a odd affect on people, that way.

    But there is a point where not only reminiscing on the past. But generally living in it, is dangerous.
    KevinMao133
    I used to think white people have it all easy

    Then I realized something: I have it financially easy. They have it easy on dating though. It doesn’t help I’m socially anxious
    Markness
    Markness
    I’m an exception to that because I don’t fit in culturally where I live (Central Texas).
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    @Markness the older I get, I realized no one has it easy

    The people that are dating, they experience problems I can’t comprehend

    Everyone has it’s up’s and downs
    Markness
    Markness
    I’ve known guys who don’t even have to try to get attention from women. However, they express frustration about it. It baffles me because it looks like they are taking it for granted.
    KevinMao133
    It’s funny how the world don’t recognize certain individuals yet keep over promoting others

    I know I am strong willed, independent and capable yet because of my race I’m not advancing further. I should be doing a lot better than how I’m doing right now yet because of the color of my skin, I’ve been told I’m just another nobody

    I will change the world and this world doesn’t include certain people
    tree
    tree
    Are you talking about not getting promoted at work?
    Or what?
    T
    thejuice
    I'd say concentrate on the controllables. We are born the way we are and play the hand were dealt. Maybe you have to give 110% to get the same results as somebody else, I don't know, I've not lived it. I suspect it's not about capability rather we autistics have people skills deficit. If you could channel your exasperation into that?
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