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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    My mother is psychotic if she seriously believes half the things she says. She has my pity, but she no longer deserves my attention.
    Metalhead
    My own well being should be my top priority. I can't take care of others if I don't take care of myself first. It all starts with my personal boundaries.
    Metalhead
    My true family is chosen. My blood family is toxic. No more will I hold hope that my blood family will ever take me seriously.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I spent some time thinking my family would see their mistakes and welcome me back. Now l realized they are trapped in their emeshment patterns, and l was assigned the villain idiot role, which l have disengaged from. My mom is actually starting to treat me like a human being. My brother and his wife are out of the picture now.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    "My true family is chosen" is a line that goes incredibly hard. Stick with that and rock on.
    Metalhead
    I will be blunt. I feel like I could use a few kind words this evening.
    Markness
    Markness
    You are my metal brother. \m/
    Misery
    Misery
    I think you're a pretty strong guy, and I hope you remember how far you've already come and what you've accomplished. You can go even further, whatever form that might take.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Sometimes you get down, but you keep picking yourself back up and carrying on. You have resilience and great strength within.
    Metalhead
    I feel like buying a mocha on the way home from work today. Craving chocolate and caffeine. Like a junkie craving his next fix.
    T
    thejuice
    Do you ever find mochas aren't as strong as a regular white americano?
    T
    thejuice
    Maybe it's an illusion
    Judge
    Judge
    A very bad combination for me. One I try to avoid. Love one of the other, but never both.
    Metalhead
    I want power over my emotions and my kneejerk reactions. The power to keep them all in check.
    Judge
    Judge
    Keep trying. So many are now "behind enemy lines" in our own backyard. We must adjust to survive in such an environment.

    A scenario right out of the film. "Invasion Of The Body Snatchers"
    Metalhead
    I feel like getting on a plane and going somewhere warm.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I just want to go on a plane like every other tom dick and harry. Not been on one since Easter 2001 23 years. Get the hell out of NYC for even a few days I am sick of NYC.
    Metalhead
    I wish I could go through the rest of my life without having another emotional meltdown.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    It's difficult. I've had issues regulating them, as I've started to discover my deeply buried feelings about alot of things. A day at a time.

    But sometimes we just need to release. Give ourselves a time to grieve. A time to be angry. A time to be happy. Or the emotional pressure cooker will explode.
    Metalhead
    I apologize for my drama earlier this week.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    We all will go through rough patches. No big deal. But remember. We have the potential to be our best, when we are at our worst.
    Metalhead
    Here is an update. My meds got readjusted a couple of hours ago. I really was frigging crazy the last couple of days. And a lot of that was likely chemical.
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    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    With the mess of the last few days you don't need a medication problem on top of that. Glad you got it situated. The forum needs you & we're all glad you're here.
    Misery
    Misery
    Meds gone wrong can be really freaking harsh. Been there before. Have you come down from it a bit, then? Less intense?
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    I started my increased dosage of my anxiety meds that my nurse practitioner prescribed. Only for me to have some complications myself. I feel calm. But I felt horrible, like I was sick, when I woke up today.
    Metalhead
    My deep depression is driving people away from me. I should start pretending everything is OK and start saving my sadness for my therapist sessions instead.
    tree
    tree
    I thought you were going to consult your psychiatrist re: medication review.
    Did that happen?
    Or is it scheduled?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    It is scheduled.
    Metalhead
    I just want to quit my job and spend my remaining days playing games.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That does sound nice. You could start a post on what would you spend all your time doing, might be interesting. I love cooking, l love movies, l love writing, specially, character development.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Seeing as my days alive are numbered, I may as well enjoy what little time I have left.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Right on that, live your life for you, not trying to pacify or please parents or friends or partners. l have had to relearn that a couple of times over.
    Metalhead
    I am going to slow down on my movie buying and save up for Uber rides to social events. Starting right now. All the movies in the world do nothing to ease my isolation.
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