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Tony Ramirez

Tony Ramirez

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  • Tony Ramirez
    Now my mother controls my Amazon orders and tells me I ordered the wrong shampoo texting me in public multiple times stressing me out.
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    Who's the shampoo for?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Me only me.
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    What about it does she think is "wrong"? Did she say?
    Have you ever used this kind of shampoo before?
    Tony Ramirez
    I am loving lofi hip hop music. It has been calming me down up to a point as best as it can unit I can't take it.
    Tony Ramirez
    Does anyone understand my autistic social struggles? No. Not one damn person.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Ex married friend Justin.
    Textationship PTSD inducing Madison which is why I now swear and hate couples and platonics.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    No friends growing up not a single one.
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    Steelbookcollector217
    i don't remember the last time i ever met someone who had it bad as socially or mentally, job-wise, as you, even though i've heard of men older than you who have never been with a woman before, i just have never interacted with them specifically.
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm going to my doctor for my check up tomorrow. Let's hope I am diagnosed with a fatal disease.
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    No problem.
    You have the same fatal disease that every person born has.
    You're alive and will eventually die.

    Meanwhile, until that time....
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    It's called autism.
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    No.
    I was referring to the state of mortality.
    Living creatures are subject to that.
    Tony Ramirez
    Now only do I have to suffer my vision in HDR but now my hearing is now amplified thanks to ungrateful's shunning me.
    Tony Ramirez
    My game night from hell is over. I am home, tired now suffering another burnout. I better stay home for the next few days before meeting my married guy friend for dinner on Wednesday.
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    What's game night?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm tired of playing 20 questions. Look it up.
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    Game nights differ.
    I have no idea where you went, what you expected to do.
    Tony Ramirez
    I hate 2 word conversations. They are about to drive me to the damn psychward.
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    Who talks like that?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I talk to someone but they only exchange a few words back then ignore me meanwhile talk to an neurotypical and have long normal conversations.
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    Can you give an example of a conversation like that?
    What both people said....
    Tony Ramirez
    No one gives a rats ass about me here. I am ready to leave before it gets dark. I am am getting a damn headache from all of there loud small talk.
    Tony Ramirez
    It's game night tonight and it feels much colder and it's not the AC at 68 degrees either. I feel more ostracized here. I am barely noticed.
    Tony Ramirez
    This annoys me.

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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Tony, please remember that information on the internet is not always reliable and you could end up doing something much more painful than you are expecting. Sometimes medication overdoses are extremely painful and drawn out. There is a big risk of surviving and being permanently disabled. Please be careful. Please be safe.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I'm sad that you are so sad, friend. I wish there were some words you could hear to make you feel better. I wish the care and concern of people here could make it into your heart.
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    thejuice
    yes the body often expels meds just enough to let you survive, but life is worse!
    Tony Ramirez
    I can no longer look at a picture of my repulsive self the way single women see me.
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    You can't see yourself through other people's eyes anyway.

    You're making up a story, telling yourself that you can.
    Kavigant
    Kavigant
    What makes you feel peaceful, Tony?
    Tony Ramirez
    I now stim in public places I don't care what people think anymore. I am cursed with autism so deal with it or get lost.
    Judge
    Judge
    On occasion I find myself doing the same. But now I just do it anyways whether people think it's weird or not. I still crack up knowing my nickname was based on an NT observing my early stims as a child who thought I looked like a "judge".
    Tony Ramirez
    I still plan on ending my life by the month's end. I just have to figure out a painless way to do it.
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    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    I assure you there is not a simple painless way out. Death is intense. Having seen death of men and beast alike it is not something you can just do. Wait for your antipsychotic to kick in, and I suggest the works of Viktor Frankl if you can borrow a copy of Man's Search for Meaning--bought that one for 50c at a thrift and it changed my outlook.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    My parents are making my life hell.
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    thejuice
    Even state governments cant make the sheer brutality of death palatable and can only hide it away from view in the dead of night
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