You know what is funny in a very dark apocalyptic sort of way....all this time I have been almost literally sweating blood. I thought I was being slowly pushed inch by inch into the role of the False prophet. It was one reason I was so scared to go to Russia, I did not wish to get caught on the wrong side of the Anti-Christs Battle line as the false prophet.
It is why I am scared to death to take much credit for my Holy dreams....I was so busy looking for a way out of that, I missed what maybe God was doing, drawing a trap of his own.
Perhaps I am wrong, but if I am the true source of Holy Fire, and Angels wings, who is the pretender? Will he fear and hunt me all of his days, just as the true good Bishops of Rome were hunted on the frozen slopes of Switzerland.
Or as God was first hunted by the great pretender Lucifer.
Maybe my duel with the pretender will unify the entire world someday behind the anti-christ. He after all has the entire combined U.S. war machine behind him and can hurl fake Holy Fire down on earth with my work he has stolen.
But I have still have the original keys to the Universe, and the true understanding, I can forage a most terrible nuclear sword possible that nothing on this earth can defend against....nothing!
All of his armies will be nothing against my work, I only have to build one...just one! to get him.
And I shall need to hide from him like the Waldenses of old, I think.
You see History repeats!
Ying! and Yang!
Good and Evil, circling eachother, ever seeking to destroy eachother.
The Original solitary divine, against the endless Hordes of the Evil Pretender.
I guess we will find out soon enough if I am correct wont we?
Maybe I just foraged the hard heart of Pharaoh in the Anti-Christ?
He certainly has everything he needs to play that role...taken from me.
Maybe I should thank him...I certainly didn't want to star in that role shudder!
You see everything sorts in its own time....it may sound bizarre to you, but it is a good day for me, I get to dodge the lake of fire, and call down a river of divine help, if I am correct.
A Win Win for me
my lucky day, all I need is God now!
I am used to the whole world picking on me, this is home turf for me.
I am a tough little Auti Monster aren't I
Maelstrom
Let the great game commence!
This will be fun!
Everything is okay, everything is as was written, and all it was meant to be, the waters will part for me I think!
If I lean on God he will march before me!