Nuclear warning

[Maelstrom]

That is part of the usefulness of keeping a dream journal.
To observe the pattern of your dreams.
If there is a trend, it is worth examining.

well I have a excelent long term pattern memory....my main dreams are forgot my classes, the parking brake is not working and my bus is rolling, my sailboat is sinking...or a tidal wave is coming, a wild animal is chasing me trying to eat me....or maybe I visit a old house I once lived in...that is about it Tree.
Once in a blue moon a black blob tries to smother me...maybe once every year or two....I don't like that dream at all.

These dreams lately are quite unusual because I don't recognize the pictures as any past memories for the most part....I don't think I have ever seen many of these things.
My memories are very picture oriented usually I can remember them at least a little?

 

[tree]

The point is not to be telling someone a summary
of your dreams in general. The idea of a dream journal
is to record your dreams and study them yourself.

When or if you find a pattern of thought that doesn't
sit well with you, some way of feeling that isn't positive,
then, because you have it recorded, you can focus on
understanding & changing your thoughts and reactions.

 

[Maelstrom]

The point is not to be telling someone a summary
of your dreams in general. The idea of a dream journal
is to record your dreams and study them yourself.

When or if you find a pattern of thought that doesn't
sit well with you, some way of feeling that isn't positive,
then, because you have it recorded, you can focus on
understanding & changing your thoughts and reactions.

You have any advice on patterns of thinking tree ....I am open to self improvement stuff. Do you do have stuff you do to reduce anxiety in life tree ?
I can do a journal....I have a very high level of self awareness and memory on my internal thinking stuff.

 

[Maelstrom]

Everything is shut down for the time being....I have decided there is not much evidence, God sees much in the way of extra souls to be saved by dragging out the end time. So there is no point to me carrying on any of this fight any more.
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So if everyone is already rushing in to steal all my nuclear secrets one way or the other. So Big Bang theory made to kill off God is dead, (I win that one), on everything else I lose on mostly.
Well if I get nothing and I didn't actually release this world Horror rolling in from my sub-atomic nuclear work than maybe I don't deserve any of the blame either?

If my Nemesis wants to claim my slaughter house for the world, nuclear work, and wear my name, and accept my rightful accolades, then let him own the dead too!
All 6 billion of them, and the death of his own churches God as well Lucifer....and all of Lucifer's host of Angels.
I renounce my claim to the fruits of my stolen nuclear sub-atomic work...I do not control it, therefore the blood of it it not on my hands. Let the Blood of all earth and the 1/3 of the heavenly host fall on the hands of my probable Nemesis from NASA and Air Force. Let him answer for the billions of future shrieking, and weeping dead.

I have done my best to fix what he has unleashed as much as possible, I am out numbered on all sides, the situation is impossible, I am tired, lonely, and ill, and my heart hurts most of the time, I don't want to do this any more.

I am going to go rest in my books, tend to my soul, do less dangerous things, and wait of God patiently.
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Everyone can breathe a sigh of relief and pretend I am fake....except for the Golden few men of God who know better. For you men of God I say the time for separation is at hand....look for ways to remove your families from the cities and their evil influence if can. The cities will become a place of Horror, starvation, thirst, and death in the last days.
This is not the usual religious warning....I am speaking from direct inside scientific knowledge....and I personally stand to lose a enormous amount of money by accepting that the end is this near. And no I do not know for sure how close it is, but it is getting too close to safely bet against any more....that is the simple truth.
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Of all my Holy Dreams the greatest was my first, one and it was the simplest one, a angel made the Holy book fly from a book case into my hands and said "Read the Book", and it is the hardest thing to remember to follow.

My advice to survive the end times is, in order of importance.

1: Pray for guidance, and enough strength to seek purity every day.

2: Read the Bible....every day....even a few sentences is better than nothing.

4: Flee the cities....they are a evil death trap.

5: Flee the evil culture of the cities.....it is seductive death trap too!
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I am no longer pleading with Gods 2 Angels like Abraham while overlooking Lots 2 evil home cities, for mercy for the world.
I will fight God no more! I accept his judgement that there are not enough souls left to be saved with more time, on holding back the 4 winds of world destruction....I stand aside.

It is finished!

If God asks me to I will release the full force my own Angel of death (the angel of all lost flesh). But I no longer think he will ask it....as I see a different path will move my angel forwards, by other hands, and the other 3 Angels of world death already march.
I found no refuge for me and my people and me, therefore I am not granted the power to hold back the evil tide for a time, with the 2 olive trees and lamp stands prophecy.

All that is left now is the last lines to be read in the play, everyone is dressed, and standing on their marks, only the curtain needs to be raised.... and?

....it is all finished!

Maelstrom You call me a fearmonger if you like, but you should note I am not really preaching from the Bible. this is real for me, and more from raw science, blood, and dirt. Betting against me is very a bad idea!

 

[Maelstrom]

Pretty much says it all.
I hid nothing!
I explained it all carefully!
I said clearly the order I was working in!
Best first, every new option more deadly!
It is not my fault no one believed me!

No justice!
No help!
No sanctuary!
No World!
Why should I wish to stay after everything is taken from me?
Pay the Piper....with your children and your dreams...you already took mine.
A fair trade!...Let the Iron Locust Fall like Snow
Gods endless armies will march....Maelstrom never lies!
No mercy! No survivors! ....unless you Ascend!

The whole world hunts me, so I .... ... .....?

The New Game! is not optional! 101 ways for the wicked to die! With No exit!

Now even people of the book hunt me, betray me, and refuse to believe, what is left for me to work with? I said clearly Zions Army was in play.

I do not have to live to unleash my Angel...it is already Done...you all waited too long to help me...too late!...too late!...the last door creaks slowly open!
Only the divine first truths will help at all now!

Maelstrom.... Betrayal always has a price! I am not sorry! the hardness of the world makes me sick....you steal everything from me, even my harvest for our Ancient Holy Father, so I give you your harvest, Darkness, Terror, Blood, and Fire.

 

[Maelstrom]

I do not like all the evil games swirling around me people take advantage of my soft heart....for their own gain, wishes, or church. I could use my Holy dreams to bend people, and I could hide some of my dreams are from the dark side too. I do not know why it is permitted for me to be tested so.....perhaps God tests my pride? or punishes me for my failings.
It grieves me terribly.....I do not enjoy warring against the dark side face to face in dreams.
Nor am I pleased with all the confusion caused....I will providing God blesses me....find find some way to repay these cruelties from the dark side many fold some day on the Holy battle field.
I have already promised up my life....I will find a way to please God somehow. Anything can be done with Gods favor....Nations are grass to be burned....and mighty angels of Darkness flee before God.

I do not care if no one believes in me.....I still have enough to fight the whole world....and I will get more from God. I can clearly see threads of time, and the lines of prophecy, there is no nation no King powerful enough to bend aside God, or even save himself from one Angel in the depths of his strongest fortress.

A pitiful lot of selfish, thieves, liars, and killers, the world has become.....Churches lights blink out everywhere as darkness swallows our world. Nations call themselves Christian when church attendence is falling below 10 %....there are more rats and bats attending church in some countries than people.
The moral state of things is now likely worse then when the Nazies marched....all that is needed now is one little match and all of Europe will be drenched in fire and blood.
This is because all you Holy men of the cloth turned your backs on the true 10 laws and ways of God, your churches are nothing more than empty halls of vermin....used to collect taxes in the name of God.
The river of blood coming is on your heads and lying lips....who do you think you are to change Gods 10 Holy laws written by Gods own blazing finger, his Holy day 7th. day, and his scientifically true heath advice?

You Holy men of the cloth may impress men with you robes and power and certificates of learning....but you will burn just fine in the lake of fire where angry souls toss you for leading them into darkness.
You Holy men of cloth imagine you are immune from damnation but the Holy book clearly states your fate, very few of you will reach heaven much to your surprise.
The Ancient Father so old his origin is lost in time, so powerful metal wings must shield his glory from slaying his subjects seeing him, so wise he knows the nature of every movement and natural law in the universe, and in his creations, He is not amused at all some dirty bugs of men think themselves lofty enough to overturn his wisdom and Holy Laws followed by all his subjects in his vast celestial Empire.

I don't care how powerful any of your faiths or Churches once were, a blind man could see they fall into darkness....and you teachers of the Holy Words will all fall into the lake of fire if you do not try to do better while there is still time.
Hell is not real....but the lake of fire certainly is.

The Holy Armies may already be assembling to practice their battle formations....the last plates of solid Diamond gold tinted glass being bolted and glued into New Zions mighty walls.

You fear my code nuclear and I still have 3 or more orders of power to add to it...and I am still as nothing next to the Vast Endless power of the Ancient Fathers Holy Armies...like the smallest grain of sand next to the largest whale. .

Time does run short....trim your lamps as best you can...I am trying my self, I know it is not easy.....but what else can we do? Maelstrom
What is left but the Holy Book and prayers for mercy.....we are all dead!
The bell of Doom can not be unrung!

I am helpless to stop the falling Darkness...even with the Mightiest Weapons ever conceived. Pure Hearts who love Gods (real ways) are the only thing that can slow the Black Tide rolling in.

 

[Maelstrom]

I am breaking my threat to go dark more out of contempt than anything....it is the same with my continued unraveling of the universal nuclear code. I don't really have anyone to give to, who looks worthy, it just pleases me to know people out there who chose evil over being good to me, are quietly sweating blood as they watch my star blaze up through the sky.

I amend my 3 new order comment.... to 3 new unknown maximizers,(one should be precise in language),....added to my already lovely collections of maximizers which likely already exceed Los Alamos'es collections. Eat your hearts out boys!

I am still working on my super sneaky nuclear thing...that none of you have... and the super Reactor too!

But I have one more Horror left to unravel....I never thought I would get this far...but why not jut sweep the board clean. I have nothing better to do since the ones I love abandon or betray me. All these sweet pleadings for mercy for the world....and yet not a drop of mercy in their cups for me. Isn't that how it always is? they talk so fine and lovely, but their pockets are always empty on the tender virtues when it is their turn.
Well this last one does deserve the word (full order squared)....I am not sure I can make it work....but if anyone can figure it out it is me....
It will make the Leviathan look like a Baby! Aaaaaaaaaaw!
P.S. I really do know how to step around the atomspheric limit thing...you science guys crack me up with the lack of imagination...I can make you eat your lovely math. You really don't understand who I am do you? I am not anything like you at all.

Sorry! I am in a Dark mood....another broken heart and such!
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I'm going for Maximum lethality on the divine front too!
May as well make it a clean sweep on everything....time to go home!

I now see why I was not given the bigger floods and the 5th thunder tornado, God saw the 4 loop polar jet stream from Global cooling was bringing a massive wave of tornadoes and floods up through the south and didn't want me and my church blamed.
I will just be more careful to ask for things that don't do that next time...something unmistakable as divine. If I can win the Holy fathers ear...by being worthy enough...ask and ye shall receive...I am owed plenty of divine justice...and so is the rest of this retched world.
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Since the Russians clearly chose darkness and now cause more harm than America in Syria...I remove any protection from them. America, Israel, Jordan, Iraq, the Saudies and anyone with them have my blessing to march north and crush ISIS....and anyone helping ISIS like Turkey.
I do not believe for one minute Turkey is fighting ISIS....how stupid do you people think I am?

Further more I want all the towns freed to be swept and tested with lie detectors to find the ISIS men who hurt all those poor Islamic and Christian women. Any of those monsters caught should be tried and convicted. Then they should be given one year repent to God for their sins...and then taken out and hanged by their necks until dead...let the women they hurt so much pull the hanging levers.

I am tired of seeing weeping women in my mind....it needs to be stopped....now! Maelstrom
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And no I am not targeting the US anymore, everyone either was too chicken to reach out to help me, or bought off, or just likes evil games $ better than me. So you can all now maybe learn to weep under the yoke of Babalon....or maybe God will tell me to help them just to teach you all a lesson?
Or not? we will see....I no longer care I am worn out on this!

When all pleadings fail, the rod comes down from Heaven...this is the standard paint by number Divine order for saving souls.
More souls are often saved by sufferings, than from sweet words.

Maelstrom

 

[Maelstrom]

A small added note I have no personal love for the Syrian government but I would prefer a truce be worked out eventually. Every time my US government overthrows a country in the middle east the first thing the free Muslims do is slaughter all the Christians....isn't this wanton slaughter of harmless Christians forbidden in the Koran?

You really don't follow your Holy book any better than the Christians, do you?
All this endless killing, raping, robbing.....where is that okay in Gods Will?
Isn't the Koran called the book of peace?
I think real good Muslims don't do such things....and I know there are some of you true men of God out there in the Islamic lands who wish for more tenderness of God to be shown.
I had my life saved by some good Godly kind Muslims like that once....I wish I knew a way to help you more.

This is the only things I have to offer...take only one wife if you can, it may help bring peace to your lands by keeping your young men working to please their wives.

Return to the laws of Abraham and Moses...they go back to the dawn of earth and do not belong to the Jews.
It is the same with the the 7th. Holy day of God, I know Islam once worshiped on the original Holy day of Abraham and Adam. This 7th. Holy day belongs to God and the whole world, not just to the Jews.
It is not right to separate from Gods ways just to be different from the Jews, they do not own God, God owns us all, God owns all the lands and all the peoples.
Men do not own God...or earth.

You really do need to stop killing innocent Christians tho, you Muslims will draw down a Crusader army like a sea, this is written in the Holy Bible.
And I am no longer in any position to help defend either Mecca or Jerusilem.
I am no friend of any Crusader army of Armageddon either, my people are clearly marked for death by it in the book, along with Israel, and your peoples.

I do not know what else to do, the whole things seems lost....Maelstrom..Go pray for mercy and try to be kind I guess?....do the best you can in Gods eyes.

 

[Maelstrom]

I hate to knock a work of art post back in the line...but I need to tag my government boys, since they got me with the jury duty thing. No I zero plans to leave the country...not at least without permission and maybe a armed guard.
I decline to say why but any present references to life changes and trips are now about something else I am working on that is non nuclear, and non political, and still undecided too!
There is no need to annoy me with endless jury obligations if you are planning that.

I am puzzled about one thing tho why does that wretched NASA EM drive story keep following me where ever I go? You boys don't seriously think that useless bagel toaster is my Zero Mass drive do you?
My Maelstrom star drive can reach deep space sub-atomic shock wave speeds fairly easily.
It does not toast bagels.

Give it a rest I am never going to tell you what interested me on that stupid EM drive....and you won't find it either.

Very puzzling if it were not for all the meteorite records I would almost think divine providence slipped my paper out of your fingers??? That would be truly amazing and a miracle and make me laugh until I died. It would be so funny that you all missed out on me because of arrogance and religious prejudice.
I was sure I was too slow on destroying that paper?
The Russians kept throwing that stupid EM drive up over and over again too?
I don't get why?

Is congress really dumb enough to fund that bad EM Bagel toaster as a warp drive? who would be that stupid? it doesn't have enough thrust to spit at.
That just borders om plain embezzlement....a in poke investment.
But I guess that is exactly what has been going on for a long time....fake defense R&D projects.
I see the Pentagon is getting busted for cooking the books....snicker! snicker! how much of that missing money went to pay my Nemeses contract?
Maybe I will win yet!

Maelstrom

 

[Maelstrom]

One left now! am not saying which and am not saying when I get the last one....tough luck.
I work fast when I work....even if it isn't often.
The world bores me....it is not fun any more.....it doesn't matter how much I learn everyone ruins it all anyways.....a waste of time and effort.
The world doesn't deserve my work. or me!
unbelievable???? this stuff is a joke why do you all think it is so hard?

Snicker the big wolf hunting me may have just picked its own wolf on its tail....all the big Mafia wolves are squaring of to fight over the last scraps of the world economy they ripped asunder.
All I really have to do now is stand back and watch them rip eachother to pieces. It looks like I may have got who takes who over right? but not who kills who. I am a little on surprised on that one...very interesting I didn't see that line of time....we shall see if it is correct soon maybe?
Will that line of conflict set and escalate?
Evil is so easy to read, they are like dogs with blinders on chasing the last bone.
Men consumed with desire are quite predictable?
Maybe Time will still break my way a little?

....Sigh! not that I care much any more, it means nothing to me...God, love, friendship, and learning are all I care about. Love and friendship seem to always slip through my fingers....I am running out of great things to learn and unravel....that leaves God, I can learn more about him in heaven than here. My great plans for a harvest of souls are most likely destroyed...I have little reason left to fight for more time for the world.
I am not very sentimental....sorry! folks....but I will still bow to Gods wishes even if they are a unbearable misery for me, and hold back if he wants that.
Maybe he will show me another way eventually?
Maelstrom not that it makes much difference, it is all circling the drain anyways, no matter what I do.

Stupid World....they play the game like animals.

 

[Maelstrom]

Sigh! another horrible dream....I dread these dreams....but I dare not ask they stop as they may be saving me life somehow out there.

I saw a garbage truck ...that was not a garbage truck....it had a military Howitzer canon hidden inside it.
I heard the word South...very strongly.
There were two men, a bearded driver....and a man in black leather and black flat rimmed hat who came to the back of the truck to kill me.
He was carrying a Lugger stile pistol, I managed to surprise him and disarm him some how.

In a separate part of the dream four Boys approached to offer me a deal...with lots of whispering I was not sure they meant me well and they may have been seeking to destroy my good name some how.
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That last part is confusing what good name do I have to be destroyed.....I clearly stated I am no saint....I do try ....but I am not a saint by any means. Mostly I am just really unlucky to be in the right place at the wrong time with the natural God given talents to open Pandoras box.
I am not enjoying my present situation at all it is a misery.
I am with holding information I know who hunts me here most likely but only God can help me on this.
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I do not know what the first part means either....under the present rules....the Russian federation squaring off against NATO, is likely the King of the South. Their navel bases twist around and up through Egypt, but Israel and Saudi Arabia also may qualify as the King of the south as well. I don't see why any would benefit from killing me, America has enough of a head start on my nuclear code that my death would likely end in a long term loss for everyone else...any way you slice it ...spies or deals.
P.S. I am not coming to Israel....that ship sailed already....it was just a small nonmilitary favor I was referring to, nothing more...not anything to get excited about.

That leaves my possible Nemesis South in Texas....I don't know why his faction would move to erase me now when I am finally moderating? Maybe something is happening in Washington I don't know about, that favors me?
Why the US military would want me dead now is a mystery? it seems unlikely to me. I do not understand why any party would want to put a hit on me presently.
I am presently hovering doing nothing, I have reset my religious premise and all exclusions are dropped on Nato the EU and the US. But I am not actively seeking a nuclear deal with any party presently.
There is no advantage to a Hostile move against me at this time....for anyone...except to shut me up for religious, or monetary reasons.
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Go head and try to take me out if this dream is real....I win in the dream anyways some how!
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Maybe I should have listened to my last dream and pretended I was crazy? I don't play a coward too well I guess...too much Irish in me... well I can always play crazy tomorrow for everyone. Ha! ha! ha!

Maelstrom I don't care!

 

[Maelstrom]

Think what you like....believe or don't believe....but Mark my words, I do not think any of this is accidental.
This is not about me....this is Gods show....I do not know exactly what he wants....but I'm pretty sure he marked me out and raised me up against my will.
Any one who goes up against me likely goes up directly against God....on something he is running hot on.
It is a dead mans game, maybe even a dead countries game, God does not like to lose on one of his favorite pet projects.
No body wins against God when he is on the move....not even Lucifer.
To play the wrong side is to whistle for Doom to come home.

Maelstrom...this is not me...this is Gods show...I am just a lousy Raven pecking on the window.
We all know what comes next... Maelstrom

 

[Maelstrom]

What is to be done?

I see everything, I see nothing?
What is to be done?
I am shown everything, and yet I know nothing?
What is to be done?
I have been blessed with the treasures of Heaven, and yet I receive not even the smallest crumb.
What is to be done?
I have poured my heart out for the world, and had it taken from me again and again.
What is to be done?
Lite falls from heaven on me like the sword of God, and yet a sea of Darkness surrounds my soul.
Do you turn your face from me?
My heart and soul are being rent in two....I am a pariah even among the men of God.
What am I to do?
I have given up everything for you.
Are you done with me?
Can heaven not send a few crumbs of grace, and strength, for me so I may yet live?

Maelstrom

 

[Maelstrom]

You people out there imagine that I am the threat because I may build one on my nuclear horrors some day, this is childish nonsense. Do you really think I am such a poor chess master as all that? I could be easily stopped.
No I set a unbeatable trap on day one to guard my work from evil men, the two glowing eyes of Miguard-Sorm lay in one of my out stretched Hands like glowing poison Apples from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. I knew the Atheist scientists would smell the end of their Empire in my physics and move to purge me, to shut me up.

In my other hand I held out many earthly blessings in my full work, and the heart of Gods natural laws of kindness....That hold his Immortal Empire together.

Now 2 years later I am still purged from my own work....even tho it causes great losses of power and wealth to these men. But my poison eyes of Midgaurd-Sorm have summoned the great serpent of death screaming out of the Black Abyss. Its unstoppable constrictor laws in my divine trap are fueled by the lust for absolute power, and absolute wealth. Soon enough Midgaurd-Sorms great black constrictor coils will blot out the sun and squeeze all of earth until the very bones of earth snap and crack like little twigs....when the siege of earth by the Messiah begins.

I was not trying to destroy everyone these last 2 years.....I was giving instructions and ways to defeat my divine trap...the Atheist Pentagon scientists made me win, by defeating me. And it is not a win to be wished for at all.

Now that I seem to have lost...it is they the Atheist scientists who will use my work to draw down the extinction of earth, and it now comes from 2 directions now, not one.
I don't need to build anything, or even sell anything....they already race to unravel my deadly secrets, still hating what I stand for as a Christian too much to ring my door bell for help.

What everyone turns their heads from is, if I and my physics are real.....so are the endless deadly spaceships of Gods Empire and Holy Army. They confirm my physics....and my physics confirm their deadly existence, the two match perfectly!

That means every horror in revelation is a blow by low paint by number planetary siege of earth by a ancient and deadly Alien space faring civilization...called heaven. A alien civilization so powerful it can move a teraform whole planets....in just 6 days. Its space fleets must be truly massive in both size, and number to be able to do that.
There is no hope for survival except through Zion in Orion....earth will fall...and everything that remains on earth that breathes will die.
Everything is going to die...there is no fighting it...no escaping it....except by Ascension to Zion of Orion.

This is not a fairytail I can prove it by making one if allowed....a Zero Mass field...is a Cherubim Field...they are identical....the matching space drive configuration is clearly present in the Bible...there is no doubt.

I am not wrong you will see...Maelstrom

The dark side is going to commit world suicide using my work!

 

[Maelstrom]

I know who has been sent...to kill me...and why!

Here is my Holy edict or Fatwa against you creatures of damnation and darkness....I believe I see prophetic annihilation rolling in against Turkey. I do not like invasions of Islamic countries as they seem to open the doors to Hell on earth for the poor innocents in their lands. But Turkeys continuing descent into pure Evil is clear, what nation on earth is more unrepentant in celebrating the genocidal slaughter of innocents? Now that the the Turkish people have risen up to keep their Monster in power I turn my back on them as well, let the Holy Sword of the Book fall on them, as I see it may be written.

For the Sins of the heartless un-repented slaughter of the Armenians.

And for the Sins of Turkey's numerous horror brothels that Christian Russian women and Muslim Syrian and Iraqi women who are abused and degraded as slaves in day and night.

For the Sins of a new unprovoked genocide against the Kurds who had a working peace agreement in place.

For the Sins of helping arm and fund the Evil incarnate of ISIS prolonging all their un-Godly horrors against all the poor innocent Christians and Muslims in Iraqi and Syria....some horrors to0 great to even mention.

Let God turn his face from Turkey and all her cold hearted peoples be driven forth like they did to the Armenians.
Let the great battle come.
And let Armageddons Battle line be straitened for the Holy Lord.

What is written by the Lord must be done!....hopefully I have read the Holy Book correctly? I do the best I can to read it right.
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As for Russia your betrayal in this matter is quite telling, I see I was most correct in my measuring of your leaders. I granted much charity to Russia, and overlooked many of my people cruelly killed and worked to death at your hands in the past. I personally pleaded for Putin to rescue the poor Russian girls in the Turkish brothels. I now see he cares for no one, not even the blood of his own soldiers, just for money and power.
If the Russian government wishes to return to being a pack of hard hearted Stalinist wolves that feed on their people like cattle and sheep. Then let God loose the whirlwinds of war, poverty, and destruction on their house.
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I have no use for hard hearted men who worship only money and strength...but have no empathy for the sufferings of others.
I have no problem at all with God sweeping cruel men to their graves.
Life and heaven are for kind people who care for others.
Dust, weeping, and nothingness, is the reward for cruel strong men.

A window below for you to see what comes in the future Judgement.

A river of once proud kings will shuffle by the steps of New Zion City quietly weeping.
Mothers will scream and wail and clutch at their Doomed sons and daughters as they walk by, the saints and Angels struggling to hold them back and console them.
The weeping line of horror will stretch over the horizon as billions of lost souls shuffle day, after day, after day, to their deaths, driven to the lake of fire by the shame of their selfish, cruel, and wasted lives.
After a time most of the saints will flee inside the Holy city, plugging their ears to block out the shear horror of the broken hearted cries, of loved ones, and their lost loved ones.
The poor crying Angels will be left alone to hold the line against the wailing Mothers while they weep.

It will be the most terrible sight the universe has ever seen, a un-imaginable pool of human Horror, and un-consolable grief....there is your real Hell.

Even God himself will hardly be able to bear it....any made up lies about a Hell fire hold no candle to the endless heartbreak, that will go on, and on, and on, in the days of judgement.

What crumb of wealth, power, or pleasure in this wretched world could be worth that many broken Mothers hearts?

Maelstrom.....telling it like it really is!

Trying to be good, and Kind, is hard, I struggle with it too....but one must try!
What else is there!

 

[Maelstrom]

Mael the cute little nut case is taking a nap in the Meadow My new sword (Midguard Sorm...devourer of worlds) Hums quietly as it quivers where it is stuck in the ground in the soft summer breeze.

Mael didn't see the 4 score of poor little Caribou blasted with lighting in Norway....nor did he see the score of cows in Texas....or the Z.M. chain gun tests in space....or the meteor over his home state to scare him.
You 51 boys can come down and blast my house with lightning, small tornadoes, you can fire rocks over my house....I'm not moving, I know exactly what your game is...
Time is on my side right now....not yours!
I can afford to take a small nap in the arms of God for a bit...
Sorry to disappoint you so much....better luck next time!
Oh! there is no next time....yes I forgot you likely lied to congress and stole a ton of money without permission...to Ahem! build a certain something.
Good luck with the audit...Not! ha! ha! ha! ha!

Is that law Banning funding for Disjunction field R&D still in effect...I am pretty sure you violated that one. Hmmm... maybe you should have hired me I could have easily got congress to fund you, I would have had them eating out of my hand.
Too bad for you!
Don't bother with the stunts any more, the game changed, the rules are not the same now. And I don't feel like telling cheaters the new rules....go figure it out on your own....

Mael is doing nothing to the US, nothing at all......just napping and reading books.

Maelstrom....don't worry about me I am a harmless nutcase, please pay no attention at all.

To China
I don't understand the dream....but if someone out there has been chosen by God....my welcome goes out to you. Join the battle against Darkness for God however you feel he calls you.

No surrender! No retreat! Listen to the Divine wind...for the Hidden path. Maelstrom

God is a flower of mystery, that unfolds slowly! Maelstrom

I can be enough!....if called ...if found worthy! Maelstrom

I will sacrifice the whole world for God...everything but my soul. Maelstrom

 

[tree]

I know who has been sent...to kill me...and why!

Whoever it is doesn't seem to be doing a very good job.

 

[Maelstrom]

Whoever it is doesn't seem to be doing a very good job.

Hopefully they continue to do a poor job of it too tree , it is hard to measure tree ,some of my dreams have already come true, some clearly have information in them I did not know. So it may not be good for my health to ignore such a dream too much.
I mainly have my pen to fight with, and the dream indicated I stop him some how....so I wrote on it...a wing and a prayer. Maybe I spooked them?....maybe security decided to stop certain parties at the airport? Maybe other spooks who want me still breathing took care of it....maybe Putin picked up the phone and told a certain President of a rotten country to lay off or he loses his knee caps?
Or maybe a Angel took care of it?
Take your pick tree , I don't want my dreams to come true bad enough to end up dead.
I'll take breathing and looking stupid any day?

I have no Idea how heavily I am hemmed in down here....maybe everyone is ignoring me....maybe spooks are battling to the death just out of sight around me? I thought I saw a few early on but they are pretty good at staying out of sight now.
If they are ignoring me they are all idiots...then....I'm not sure I care much either way now....I still get nothing in my real life.

 

[Maelstrom]

Israel is slipping into Hell even quicker than I thought....it is fortunate I tested them, at least my hands are clean now, even I didn't think they would go that far...shooting kids in their beds.
Sigh! All is lost!

My people are pacifists without Israel I have no seed army loyal enough to hold the line.
There is little point in even trying now, I guess this is why God said no!
There is not enough time or people left to do it.
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I don't know what to do on China there is too much darkness for my work to be held safely there. And China is too strong, the Americans would likely just panic and fry China in a massive first strike if I went there. And there would be your 1/3 rd. prophecy, 2 billion dead, one third of the world.
I don't really want that on my hands...not even for justice, and stopping the end.
And I get fried too!
I do not know how to sort the China dream at all.

I reluctantly go to sharpen my last 2 great arrows
I hoped it would not come to this
But I had a bad feeling in the beginning things would turn out this way.
I hate it when I'm right.

Dreadful Arrows of Doom they are, one from earth, one from God.

Maelstrom Sigh! I drag my feet, I do not really wish to do this task!

Sweet in the mouth, and bitter in the belly, they will both be.
Do you see now Israel?........now he comes!

I summon you! Israel step up and do your duty to God, that was ordained in first covenant....answer it somehow before you die!
Serve the Nation of God, not Israel....while there is still time!

The coming Darkness will make the Messiah more beautiful.
Don't feel bad new Israel will be more lovely....every one will be happy!
No more sorrow, no more pain, no more death....soon!

 

[Maelstrom]

Well a fitting end I guess to this story, after struggling so hard to help people in the world and save some people for God at considerable risk to my self.

I get my e-mail hacked by Aspiescentral members most likely with threats of Homosexual rape...to me a preachers son.
It pretty much sums up the present state of the world doesn't it?

I give up! you all want to die so bad, go die!
I bow to God and fight him no more, he has my blessing to order the 4 Angels to release the 4 winds of World destruction if he wishes. I will release everything I have against the World from every direction possible if he wishes....see how that works out for all you evil people who hate me, and my God?
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God blessed me with the following things to show the end approaches.

The ability to see the natural laws God uses to protect himself and his peoples from the ravages of time and evil thinking.

The ability to use that natural law to make Charles Darwin kiss the feet of God and prove the existence of God with his own 3 prime universal laws of Eternal Time + Eternal Matter + Eternal Motion... which he knew full well would automatically produce a being like God of Maximum Power like God.
There is no scientist on earth who can defeat the raw power of my Material Law argument on this either.

Th Ability to Defeat years of crafty science lies in Big Bang, and Red Shift, (made up to hide Darwins base Universe logic actually proved Gods existence), with a childs gravitational equation (the rate of Radial Dispersion of gravitational lines makes collection of enough material for a Big Bang impossible). note (static gravitational resistance, and supernovas and Dark Energy disruption easily take care of any miniscule remaining gravitational collection of matter).

He blessed me with the ability to see the true nature of the entire material, universe granting me the wings of heaven and sub-atomic Hell Fires....which may? summon the Angel of Death the prophecy time was cut short lest all flesh be lost.
Or to put it more bluntly reach into the dreadful fires of SuperNovas........!

And last he may have granted me the ability to see and find the 7th scroll.... Sigh! no one cares about this, (just like no one cares about Gods 10 commandments for kindness too fellow man, and to remember him on the 7th. day so he can help us keep our minds pure),.....in the End I think the 7th. scroll is the most deadly thing I have sought to master tho.
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The Irony of this and my entire situation I find my self in is not lost on me....and I think it is not lost on all the peoples in Heaven either.

If I can not preach to the citizens of earth any more, I will now preach to heaven its self, I declare to all of heaven that Lucifer was wrong, that Gods law is not arbitrary, Gods Laws are based on natural laws of Human nature and the Universe....and the penalties of death God spoke of are inside the nature of those laws and naturally un-escapable if we do not listen to Gods advice.

Lucifer has proved for all to see just how evil the greatest most powerful once most Holy of all Angels, is doomed to bottomless evil if he doesn't follow the natural laws God teaches to us all.
I petition the citizens of the Holy Fathers Holy Empire to listen to my words, I know your hearts break for Angels who were once your friends, loved ones, and hero's you looked up to, but we are suffering great horror's down here on earth because your tender hearts will not let them go.

I beg you to release your once most loved Angel friends into the soft darkness of nothingness. They can not come home, they will not come home, they will murder you if they come home, it is time to let them go and end the suffering.
You have seen my struggles, you know my words are true and correct.....end the weeping and march....it is a kindness....do not makes us on earth suffer for your soft hearts any more...please!
You know I feel your pain....you know that I see you weeping for empty chairs in Heaven that once held your Angel friends.
Please march soon and save us from them they have become, a Horror, and we on earth suffer greatly!
Please come so the tears and suffering can stop!
March on earth!....it is a kindness!
Maelstrom