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Yes, people will rationalize anything so that they can continue and still sleep at night. They go about their lives feeling self righteous and superior but in ignorance. They deny the truth so much that they believe their own lies eventually and can never be convinced of the truth. It's the people who see through it all that lose sleep over it. I am often plagued with insomnia and nightmares myself.
Same for me Valentine ,my mind seems to be able to empathically add up future damage to the world in a flash. I worry endlessly about the damage I may have caused with my nuclear work....but there is no way to unring the bell.:(

The Petri dishes wall is breached, and heaven prepares to march.:confused:
 
I have done my share of regrettable things. We must simply accept God's grace and mercy and resolve to do the most good henceforth. I'm working on some potentially wold changing inventions myself, with the goal of bettering mankind... Perhaps it will be used by the wicked for the sake of wickedness, although I sincerely hope not. The problem is that evil people can use anything for evil, just as good people can use the same for good. And at this time there are more evil and foolish people in the world than good and wise.
 
I have done my share of regrettable things. We must simply accept God's grace and mercy and resolve to do the most good henceforth. I'm working on some potentially wold changing inventions myself, with the goal of bettering mankind... Perhaps it will be used by the wicked for the sake of wickedness, although I sincerely hope not. The problem is that evil people can use anything for evil, just as good people can use the same for good. And at this time there are more evil and foolish people in the world than good and wise.
Yes you are right Valentine ,and I got burned with a honey trap so I didn't actually maybe release it, (a NASA linked ex-girlfriend), NASA and Air Force get most of the blame. Not much I can do now anyways they have decided to black ball me for life from my work. Time for me to move on I guess, maybe I will count up my nuclear maximizers and post the number just to burn them on the way out, I'm guessing I have at least a couple they don't have. Bare minimum is they are looking at a possible full breach situation for burning me, they will lose a small fortune having to follow me around like dogs for the rest of their lives.
Good luck on whatever you are working on Valentine ,be careful these big business and government guys seem pretty amoral having something great and actually ever getting any money for it are two entirely different things.
For me it doesn't matter much that I unraveled the entire universe I don't think they will ever give me a single prize or dollar $ they hate me too much. But I will still get the last laugh my stolen work will kill them all eventually, they are too greedy, dumb, and evil, to avoid the death trap I pointed out.
That is why I was willing to point it out to them, I know their nature, I can write my every move out in giant crayon block letters and still get them in the end.

Evil can not resit the lure of ultimate power and wealth.

They were all dead from the first minute they started reading my words.

I can lose every battle...until the end...and still none of them will escape me or God. Maelstrom
 
It is the height of pride, arrogance, and foolishness to think oneself unaccountable to the Almighty. In the end all debts will be paid in full.
 
Yes Valentine ,I am finished basically anyways with the research....time for a new interest.
It will sort how it sorts.

I am studying guitar music now and maybe I will start writing again.
That sounds great, I am just dying to learn the violin. I've started on a book as well, about all the ways people and society lie to you. Writing and music are so therapeutic.
 
Got tagged with this hard on my present favorite news site Google news...:( you all can comment on whether it is accidental.
Sigh!:(
A small note to some people, I can not protect anyone hunting me for sport or whatever....the game has gotten too big I no longer control anything. Countries, and God, and the minions of darkness, have entered the fray....things are moving to fast for me to follow now, I am just trying to hang on and survive.

I am ill and I do not feel up to this but I ask for a day of prayer, that God send forth angels to wrestle with the souls of the Duma and Russian government that they preserve religious freedom for a little time more.

I also have decided to strike my colors entirely on fighting the US government any more, and my Nemesis as well. I leave it in Gods hands, and he seems to prefer another path. Israel will have to hold the line alone for the time being, my people are pacifists so without God and Israel I can do nothing anyways.
Perhaps I see another softer path....time will tell...comfort in the days of darkness may mean more than Holy warriors.

I wish I wrote that text down, the thing I withheld was the Messiah seems to come what did I say before?:confused: 3 1/2 days which equals 3 and 1/2 years I will try to back check that if I can. After Gods last true followers of the 10 commandments are broken. That means Israel will be destroyed 3 1/2 years before the Messiah comes most likely? as I doubt Israel will submit to a world wide sunday law willingly. My people will likely just go underground as they are pacifists.

I am not out of the game, but still searching for a new path. I am hunting a new way to resurrect the 2 olive trees, and the 2 lamp stands. May God find my efforts worthy finally this time.:(

We will see if I finally found Gods hidden path?

Sigh! am ill and very tired, everything is getting to be too much for me. Maelstrom:(
 
What does "Got tagged with this hard" mean?

Google news doesn't look like any fun to me.
It is all......news.

I like reddit, actually.
 
What does "Got tagged with this hard" mean?

Google news doesn't look like any fun to me.
It is all......news.

I like reddit, actually.
Well they had the words "My Way" Highlighted pretty hard perhaps it means nothing....or it means some one in Google is following me?:confused:
They have been putting up tons of NASA bait stories which I have been mostly ignoring....I am not sure who benefits from baiting me? But I feel it may not be good for me somehow.:confused:
I am not going to tip any new hand until I feel the divine wind on my back. The game has gotten too big for me, the Dark side seems to counter every path I consider the very next day.:confused:
I don't think any people are this good, this is more Lucifers style he is throwing in the kitchen sink at shutting me down.

I can not win without more angels fighting for me....I must round up some more angels some how.:confused:
I am running out of things to sacrifice for divine favor.:(

Maelstrom:(
 
Google is becoming more and more Orwellian these days...
It's okay it doesn't bother me that much, the Russians were doing that to me already.
Not real happy my lost lady friend got dragged into it, that is a little over the line....it makes me wonder who is paying the bill on tagging me with the stories...if they are?
It doesn't look too very friendly too me....is the ULA faction getting desperate to take me out?....maybe they are in trouble some how in Washington?
Anyways I see no reason why I should make it easy for them to lynch me, I am on my best behavior :innocent:, they can go cry in a corner if it ruins their evil plans for me....:rolleyes:
 
Maelstrom
The only way I know the word "tagging" is
like from here on AC and on Facebook.
That involves referring to someone by name,
by username.

The google news site didn't use your name,
didn't direct a comment or display any
stories with your name in them, as far as
I could see.

So I would not call the event "tagging."
 
Maelstrom
The only way I know the word "tagging" is
like from here on AC and on Facebook.
That involves referring to someone by name,
by username.

The google news site didn't use your name,
didn't direct a comment or display any
stories with your name in them, as far as
I could see.

So I would not call the event "tagging."
Maybe? Maybe it is nothing....I mentioned that name in chat box last night it was highlighted in the title on the opening news page today.....I don't know if they word tagged me or not....I got 6 word tags in one day once by the Russians all in story titles, some didn't even match the story subject....don't worry about it tree forget I mentioned it....it isn't that big a deal, I really don't care that much.
Maybe accidental...maybe a editor hoping for a site plug? which they got.:confused:
 
:wink:You don't need to sacrifice anything else for divine favor Mael. The angels always have a plan, but don't always inform you about it.
 
:wink:You don't need to sacrifice anything else for divine favor Mael. The angels always have a plan, but don't always inform you about it.
Thank you kestrel ,you have always been very kind to me, I hope God looks after you.

I am quiet ill with strep most likely....that is why I have been more quiet.

I did not know it was election day in Russia....it changes nothing however, I am very unhappy with the current direction the Russian government is going.
I hope some people prayed for Russia to keep religious freedom today.
However Russian Christians please do not lose heart if we lose this battle, the men of God who still love Gods words enough to try to follow his 10 commandments, they have always tended to thrive better under some persecution.
If you wish to blame me for this suffering you may....I accept it....I did not think things would go this bad. It was hard for me to imagine Russia would try to replay the same dark, hard, evil old game,...that led to so much suffering.
But I guess only the people on the bottom suffered.:(

I asked any divine actions against people hunting me be lifted at 9:30 pm last night. I am too soft hearted to hurt anyone I guess. I do not control what God sees fit to do however, that includes Russia.

I am in my own fix, not enough faith, or strength I fear,....us aspies we make better Merlins, than King Arthur Hero's. The stress of the last 4? years, and all the bad men swirling around me, friends and loved ones turning on me, was too much.
I may have asked God for something stupid....like maybe to go home early, the night before I got this strep.....sorry! I am human....I have feelings and a heart just like everyone else!

Not very many happy moments for me since this nightmare started, years of darkness and fear!

Mael:(

I am not a Bible thumper, this stuff is very real to me.:(
I did my best maybe it was all wrong, but this is me, sorry!:(
 
I will pray for you.

I have many times wanted to go home early too, I think I even asked God once or twice. He said no, but got me through it. I still struggle with it, and often. But we can help and build each other up. It's never completely hopeless, never.
 
I will pray for you.

I have many times wanted to go home early too, I think I even asked God once or twice. He said no, but got me through it. I still struggle with it, and often. But we can help and build each other up. It's never completely hopeless, never.
I am okay I guess.....just worn out mentally, and emotionally....and quite ill.
The medicine for the strep seems to be working slowly.
 
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